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2009-08-27T01:25:00.000-07:00

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2009-05-10T17:39:00.000-07:00

HELLO DARLINGS, hsin rui wanted to sleep until 2pm today but apparently not because I had to go for lunch. So I had buffet at Raffles Town Club with my relatives to celebrate mother's day. Nice catching up with them and food was quite good. Hah! DAMN, I suck big time because I only read my ICTS notes for 1 hour and I have quiz tomorrow ]: And great because I did not touch any books yesterday which means a day wasted. And damn I have been eating like a pig okay. Lol! Went to SCH to help out at the backstage yesterday for DES performance and it was quite a great experience. Had supper at Peninsula Hotel. Hah!

2009-05-06T23:53:00.000-07:00

Hsinrui is tired and is wondering why she answers to almost everything but does not get answers half the time. I am seriously tired and i want to scream all the shit I feel out. So someone, please listen to me before I break down. HAHAHA. But anyways, I was planning to blog yesterday but apparently I forgot about it so am here to update already! Had esscrm tutorial from 9am to 11am yesterday and I skipped dance class. I wonder how the newcomers did and if they enjoyed. HEH. So Alston Chenlu Jeffrey Johnson Junwei Lauren Shuqin Zhiwei & I went to the national museum of singapore after school. We had to do this NE group project so two of our groups went there! (: Went to The Manhattan Fish Market for lunch before that. HEHEHE. Went home and took some notes out then head down to Singapore Post to meet Kerwin, try to study but. So we chilled out at Coffee Bean and watched funny clips and listened to song. Then walked to some place aimlessly for dinner and stuff! HAH. Now at White Sands after two tutorials which I had from 8am to 12pm and I skipped my lecture today. & I am finally with my dearest SAFG and two of their other halves too. So happy, it has been damn long since we met. HAHAHA. Should be meeting maybe Garner and Vivi tomorrow for study session but not sure where to go and all that! ): And I feel there is something not right and it is bothering me a lot. But I cannot say it out I cannot...

hello rui's blog readers, i am vivian!

i'll listen to you darling.

remember you'll always have safg around!

cheer up alright. i cannot wait for priscilla and jac to come!

i love you much! take care, jiayou.

xoxo, xiao mei!

2009-05-01T09:27:00.000-07:00

happy labour day and happy sweet 18th to teo kajie :D and i feel like shit because no motivation to do any revision nowadays. i have been feeling extremely exhausted and was busy with having to contact the first batch dance company's new comers. haha! i swear i am god damn tired i feel shitty. but then i would certainly die of low grades if i do not start revision. because foundation is the most important so i need to and have to understand lectures by hook or by crook. lol! which i apparently catch no balls right now damn it. hsin rui has so got to start her revision by tomorrow or she is dead. and she needs tons and tons of guidance so beloved bp class please help to motivate me if need be. haha! so i went to orchard to meet dajie and jiefu. and parents came over to meet us for dinner and we ate at pepper lunch. had dairy queen strawberry cheese cake blizzard for desert and i swear it tastes so good i would go back. okay nights! :D

2009-04-28T03:10:00.000-07:00

Hello people and I swear I am damn tired now. So tired I feel like coming home right after school tomorrow but I apparenly cannot. I have dance cca and the first batch of year ones will be coming down for their very first practice.. Haha! Good game, I have class on thursday starting at 8am. First week and I predict I will be half asleep during the classes held then. But I will somehow have to get used to it because this will carry on at least for this semester. Lol! School was dumb, four hours lesson and four hours break. Had business finance tutorial which I caught no balls apparently and a 3 hours break.. Then marketing management lecture where I kept dozing and one hour break where we tried sleeping with feet all over. Haha! And finally, essentials of financial & management accounting lecture.. I kind of like this lecturer the most but still kept on dozing off damn. It must be the period and the weather and the after meal that caused me to be so damn tired. Lol! Took the mrt with jeff johnson junwei lauren and zhiwei. And I was too tired to be so enthu in whatever they were talking about. I was as usual stoning away half the time and I am damn happy I saw menlong after so long. Haha! I must say I quite like my current class now. Though I have not talked to all of them yet but they should be nice. Or at least I hope they would be nice and we would click well in our 2 years to come. haha! But damn, I still miss my beloved BH classmates much.. I miss Dzik Kerwin Pearlina Zuu and many many others practically the whole class )):

2009-04-13T09:07:00.000-07:00

And again, I had to wake up at about 8am to prepare to go to NYP to settle some stuff. Oh wells, Yushan and I waited for Louisure to arrive and then met Ms Edelweis. We had to discuss a little about our graduation performance. Haha. Took a bus all the way to my condominium and it took me one and a half hours to reach.. [: Which also means I took the chance to take a nap on the way home. Erjie and Boyfriend came over not long after to swim. Lol. And thereafter, we walked over to Parkway Parade to chill at Coffee Bean or rather I watched them do so. Walked around, then stopped by at Gramaphone and they bought some english and japanese CDs! [: I am so so going to borrow Lady Gaga CD. Hahaha. Then went to meet my Parents Dajie and Jiefu at five star chicken rice at Katong area for our dinner. Ordered five dishes and a plate of chicken rice each and it tastes so good. I would definitely want to go back someday soon dude.. [: Lololol. And Amanda, so sorry I postponed the outing tomorrow last minute because my Erjie took day off to accompany me. And SAFG, I miss you girls!

2009-04-10T11:13:00.000-07:00

Went to Paramount Hotel with my parents and dajie for their buffet lunch and I ate till I almost exploded! Some dishes were delicious but some were so-so only. And damn, out of all times it had to rain then so my poor jiefu came to pick us up. Hahaha! [: And we headed down to Parkway Parade to get chocolates. Parents and I walked around Isetan while jiefu went to have his lunch at the food court before joining us. Send us back to Seaview to get our car and left! Lololol.. [: Stopped by at the Starbucks near my house to pick Vivian up and she came over to put her stuff. Parents then sent us to Freddy's house for his barbecue! Oh wells, he was Kaijie's friend so we were kind of shy but thank god all his friends were friendly. Hahaha.. [: Parents came to pick us up and went to Starbucks. Oh yay, did I mention Vivian will be sleeping over? Whoo!

2009-04-07T10:32:00.000-07:00

I am back to update even though I am exhausted. Well, I had to wake up earlier than the time I should be waking up. Needed to travel the one and a half hour journey to school to hand in the CD to an officer. No choice, because today was the deadline & we would not be able to perform if I never did so. Haha! [: Then I took a train down to City Hall and bought Mos Burger for lunch. And Daddy came to pick me after half days work. Thereafter he drove to East Coast Park Macdonalds drive-through to get his own lunch. Had to rush back to my condominium because my toilet bowl needed to be repaired.. Lol! :/ This dumb toilet bowl apparently has been leaking for quite some time already especially when you flush it. Watched Channel 8 programmes and fell asleep while waiting for the toilet plumbers to reach. And the doorbell rang not long after I fell asleep. Could not repair it because they never bring spare parts.. ]: Went to BDS to watch my beloved Band Members practice for their SYF tomorrow. I must say they really have improved so so much after we left and I am damn proud of them. Mr Ong who is their current conductor talked to me about starting an Alumni Band. I shall see to that and would definitely me glad if I could organise that. Haha! [: But anyways, picked mummy and dajie up from International Plaza. Headed down to Changi Hospital to visit Cousin and thank God he looks much better. Jia you! <33

2009-03-30T08:57:00.000-07:00

BIRTHDAY CELEBRATIONS THIS MONTH [:

Dearest Mummy: She is the best mum that I would ask for. Though she may at times speak with sarcasm in her, but that is just minimal. So happy birthday mummy and I love you so so very much, thank you for bringing me up this well. We celebrated her birthday by buying her some food home. And apparently though it was bought from some coffee shop, it tasted really good okay! And she got two cakes from my Jiefu and I because we had a miscommunication.

Dearest Erjie: She is the best sister that I would ask for, other than my dajie that is because I love them both. Just sometimes I feel she spends way too much money. But I still love her so so much and happy birthday erjie and stop spending. We celebrated her birthday at Singapore Swimming Club at this restaurant called Ban Heng Court and it was a buffet. Then went over to my condo to cut her cake! And it was bought by her Boyfriend from Awfully Chocolate. [:

Dearest Daddy: He is the best dad I would ever ask for, one in a million boy. Though he gets stressed up easily and emotional at times, but he is easily contented and he cheers up fast. So happy birthday daddy and I love you so much. And thank you for bringing me up this well too and for being so forgiving. We celebrated his birthday at Shangri-la Hotel at a restaurant called Shang Palace and the dessert was so good! And they gave him a birthday cake too, so sweet..

LOVE IN TAIWAN DELUXE WITH DAJIE [:

Day 1: Keelung Miaokou Night Market - one of the more famous night bazaar in the north.

Day 2: Yehliu - see the natural rock formations. Chiufen - the actual filming site of movie 'sad city'. Taroko Gorge - the magnificent gorge was formed by rushing waters from the mountains, which cut through the marble and granite to create many beautiful narrow ravines with waterfalls and rapids.

Day 3: Cave of Eight Immortals - known as the 'hometown of immortals'. Three Fairy Platform - island covered with gigantic rocks filled with corals fossils and linked to the mainland by a bridge with many arches. Naruwan Hotspring Resort - indulge in the various thermal pools under the sky. Aboriginal Entertainment Show: entertained by the renowned songs of the aboriginals.

Day 4: FoGuangShan - the centre of buddhism in southern taiwan, the large statue of buddha can be seen in far distance and the entire mountain has been developed into a complex of temples, halls and gardens. Mei Non Hakka Village - learn more about the hakka culture, the major chinese group in the island. Love River + Hobby Mannbo - the 12km river is one of kaoshiung's popular tourist attraction.

Day 5: Alishan Forestation Recreation Area - renowned scenic spot in taiwan, 3000 metres above sea level with boasting cool weather that support a unique eco-system and scenic beauty.

Day 6: Sun Moon Lake - the largest lake in taiwan, in the middle lies an island called 'Guang Hua Island'. Tamshui Old Street - offers more than a great place for fresh seafood. Fisherman's Wharf - catch the unforgettable famous tamshui sunset view. 101 Shopping Mall - enjoy your shopping in the world's tallest building. Shinlin Night Market - a great place for tasting local snacks and bargains.

Day 7: National Taiwan Democracy Memorial Hall - built in homage to the former president of the republic of china. Martyr's Shrine - watch an elaborate ceremony of changing guards at hourly intervals. National Palace Museum - holds the world's largest collection of priceless chinese art treasures, which spans chinese's nearly 5000 years of history. Hsimengting - a popular place to try tasty local snacks and shopping for local handicrafts, clothes and toys.

Day 8: Other than all that has been planned in our itinerary, our Singapore tour guide brought us elsewhere for more shopping. I had so much fun in Taiwan and have probably gained weight from the eating. Would definitely want to go back to Taiwan someday soon. I must admit I liked it so much I miss it ever since the day I stepped back into Singapore. And most of all, I loved all my tour mates! My Taiwan and Singapore tour guide and the driver too. Hope to meet up again..

2009-03-29T09:04:00.000-07:00

And I realised quite a few things that I used to not know about some friends yesterday which made me quite upset. I have decided to accept the fact but I hope someday they would cut down on the sticks they puff [: Shall name some of us who went to Mathew birthday chalet and are BDS-ians.. Brandon Chinxiang Clinton Dominic Euvin Gabriel Jacqueline James Nixon Sihui! The rest were from some other schools mostly from SP. Helped to spread some honey over the chicken and sausages because I apparently have not been barbecuing for extremely long. And I did not want anyone to get diarrhea by eating the food I barbecued. Some of us went to get alcohol from 7-eleven and I bought 2 Qs [: Decided to stay over and only left at about 8am.. We went to Macdonald for breakfast together before that though. Happy birthday to Mathew!

2009-03-01T08:11:00.000-08:00

LEO - The LionGreat talker.

Attractive and passionate. Laid back.. Usually happy, but when unhappy tend to be grouchy and childish. A leo's problem becomes everyone's problem. Most Leos are very predictable and tend to be monotonous. Knows how to have fun. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Very predictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found.

2009-02-26T08:18:00.000-08:00

I just realised how much my class means to me. And I am happy that more than 10 people came for the class chalet yesterday. Big thanks to all those who helped out to make it a wonderful & memorable day before we all separate! [: I shall name those who came and showed up then: Alston, Chunaik, Dzikri, Edward, Johnson, Junwei, Kerwin, Lauren, Weitze, Zat, Zhiwei, & Zuu.. Afam and Hamzee were invited to the chalet too by their girls and helped out. Afam kept popping us those thinking questions & Hamzee helped out a lot in the barbecuing & the food too [: Anyways BH, I just want to say I love you guys so so so much!

2009-01-31T23:24:00.001-08:00

16-feb-09 : 09:00am-11:00am : bm0008 : macroeconomics : bh : a.339 : 228
17-feb-09 : 12:30pm-02:30pm : bm0003 : principles of accounting : bh : a.339 : 222
19-feb-09 : 09:00am-11:00am : bm0019 : principles of marketing : bh : g.221 : 220
20-feb-09 : 04:00pm-06:00pm : bm0011 : statistical theory for business : bh : a.339 : 230

2009-01-30T09:44:00.000-08:00

I just realised I have quite a few missed out words and typo errors in the previous post, damn dumb. Must have been too tired to actually bother about what I was typing, must be! Hahaha. This is way cool, I saw Velvelyn on the bus. To think about it, it has been quite some time we last met you know. Still remember the days, we used to be in a clique called Perfect 5 in our Secondary 1 days okay! [: Lololol. Went to school for MacroE lecture and my lecturer almost forgot about it, how smart. And then we had Effws presentation after that, quite relaxed. And I must say that I think our presentation is damn damn short, but sweet! Haha. Rushed off to DES straight after the presentation and I was so late because was supposed to reach at 11am. I kind of reached at 3pm so had to rush like crazy to get ready. Big thank you to all those who helped me today! [: Lolol. Went to City Hall by bus provided by DES to stand by for Chingay Preview. Welcomed Mr Lee Hsien Loong and wife and his fellow ministers followed by four performances and it was damn fun. But sad thing is my sprained ankle injury is back to haunt me at the wrong time! Ha. Went back to DES and had to pack our costumes. And of course we also had to clean up the studio that we used today. Everyone had to gather at Lusin studio for a debrief as usual and we were all given a red packet! [: Lol. And apparently after debrief, it was already almost 12am which means almost midnight then leave. Was damn damn thirsty, I drank tea and orange juice! Hahaha. Damn it, I have been having an eye infection for three days on the left. I wish it gets cured by Sunday but I think it would never cure that fast so kill those germs! :D Lololol. Supposed to go to DES at 11am tomorrow for tuan bai but I suppose not. Because one of my friends wants to sleep longer tomorrow. I shall do the same, ZzZzZz.

2009-01-29T00:00:00.000-08:00

Climbed out of bed at 5am this morning feeling shaggy. I swear school at 8am really is a chore especially when you live in the East and you school elsewhere. Blame me for I was the one who chose it but I must say I quite like this school somehow [: Haha.. Oh well, had two hours of PAcc tutorial then Stheory. Surprisingly, I happened to be wide awake during both tutorials. But of course still as lost in understanding as ever. Haha. Went to my Condominium to leave some unnecessary things there then took a bus to marine cresent to see doctor. But apparently I wasted a trip there because I forgot It is supposed to be there lunch break that time. So I took a bus back to my Condominium again and tried to revise on PAcc but concentration was elsewhere ]: Lol. Walked over to Parkway Parade to meet Jac for lunch. We had the Sakae Sushi buffet till we almost exploded. Went shopping for awhile and we had to walk with hunchbacks because we were too full to actually stand properly. Lol. Walked back to my house and kind of fell asleep. Parents picked me up to go see a Doctor to check on my left eye and he said its infected. No idea why my left eye always gets infected nowadays but thank God not as anymore if not looks disgusting [: Haha. Put this aside for now, edited the Effws ICA3 report. Finally it is done, our last project of this semester. And we would be having our presentation tomorrow, how scary. Haha. Would have to rush to DES right after it so I can get ready and prepare myself for Chingay Preview. Tomorrow would be one of the damn packed days you have no time to rest at all so quite screwed. Oh wells, shall zzz!!

2009-01-24T00:00:00.000-08:00

Walked to my neighbourhood coffee shop with my Erjie to buy brunch back home so we ate and watch television [: She bought the economy bee hoon with noodles with fishcake and I bought thai kway tiao which was not bad.. But I somehow did not finish all the noodles today. I think I force myself to eat too much vegetables. Sometimes it just would not help at all if you had to eat something you are not a fan of! Actually thought I had to stay home all day but thank god Vivian could meet me last minute at Tampines [: Met at around 2.30pm and went to Long Johns Silver. Walked around after that and I bought a M)phosis top. I swear we saw so many people att Tampines area and they were somehow mostly ex-Bdsians graduated in 2007. I miss all my girls suddenly and I so want to meet all of you when we are all free! Went home after that for a mini family reunion dinner [: The soup and veg were home cooked and extremely delicious. The Final dish was bought and it costed $288 if I am not wrong with abalones and other good ingredients.

2009-01-23T23:45:00.000-08:00

Hello darlings, it was a super exciting yet demoralising day.. [: Rushed to BDS to see the Chinese new year celebration. Supposed to meet Brandon, Jing Ying and Garner at 10am. And they were all quite late, dumb to cab down. But glad at the same time because I got to see them and my instructors and also dance juniors perform. Whee! And that was part of the reason I skipped lecture.. ]: But I managed to attend EffWS tutorial okay, thank god. Showed ms Hayma our report draft and we need statistics. Then had the dumb BIZWS test, first time so demolarised. I swear I catch no ball and it really sucks but big thank you to those who cheered me on. Love! And again, rush down to DES for the chingay rehearsal.. [: Reached there 20 minutes late but thank god not latest. Lucky enough for us, we changed costumes so less layers. Rehearsed for a few times and had some steps changed. And I am in a dilema right now it sucks, because I have chingay preview and EffWS presentation clashed together. Argh! Put that aside because I will just die, when thinking.. ]: I got to shop for Cny stuff girls.

2009-01-12T06:07:00.000-08:00

This is to my dearest girlfriend, Baby Buttcrack Jacqueline Png: First of all my dearest girl, happy birthday to you and I hope it would bring great memories for now [: I miss the times the four of us used to spend together during our secondary school days and its unforgettable. I miss the times we used to sing like mad. With all the dumb actions while laughing our heads off! Remember someday before class, we sang umbrella and other songs. Those were the real fun times, and it is funny how we sometimes quarrel over trivial matters and 'fan lian' /: I cannot imagine how life or rather SAFG would be without such a lively companian and good listener too babe. And I must say I am glad to have you as friends and would never regret to have known you. Remember that we SAFG will love you forever and ever and feel free to come to us anytime you want! Oh and last but not least, sorry for not celebrating. I sure will make it up to you soon ok [:

2009-01-04T00:12:00.000-08:00

I have been slacking for the past 4 days boy! And that is not a very good sign because I should be trying to catch up with my studies now. Tests are soon to come but I am not confident... I promise myself I would definitely make use of my time wisely and revise whenever I have the time to. Or else I would quit one of my dance groups. ): Oh wells, I have actually been contemplating whether to quit Des because I have been spending about half my time on dance. One quarter on studies and the other on personal life. It really can be quite scary when I think about my future but I decided not to so jia you.. Hopefully God will secretly be pushing me on from behind. I will work doubly hard to reach my goal then since I chose this path and will definitely not regret. (: But for now people, pray that my right feet heals! I have dance everyday this week and three out of the seven days is performance for the NYP open house. Fell with my feet turned in on friday while dancing.. Then my senior had to bring me to see a sensei yesterday after a long day of two dance rehearsals. The reason why I was late for han long's barbecue :/ But I really was damn happy, I mean I finally got to meet up with all of them woo hoo!

2009-01-01T01:52:00.000-08:00

happy new year darlings and have a great year ahead! (: year 2008 has been great and i hope for the better in the year 2009. made up my mind to throw all my grugdes away and make my life happier rather than complain all day.. why the hell should i let other people irritate me? haha! oh and, i think what hardy mirza said during the countdown was really quite sensible. i mean, which of you really would stick to whatever you new year resolutions you made for the whole year. oh well, i suppose the answer is no one alive. so my resolution is: i want to and will stick to my new year resolution! (: lol. and in other words: do extremely well in my course to get into crm and to cope well in life.. so people pray hard, pray hard and work for it. like how i spent 4 hours, to improve on my effective writing skills in-course assessment 2 paper for grading! :/ but i am happy its done, so thank god dude. and last but not least darlings, enjoy your public holiday.

2008-12-29T07:06:00.000-08:00

Hello people, I am here to update my blog again! (: Oh well, school has re-opened and has been great so far because I got to catch up with friends. SO FAR, so I hope the rest of the days would be much better or else I would start to dread going to school all over again and it sucks. Haha! But anyways, had three long hours of lab this afternoon (: It was.. should I say interesting or is it boring? Okay both, I got 45% for the damn access shit written test and a B thankfully for the access project! Lol. Parents picked me up at Kembangan and we headed down to Xing Wang Hong Kong Cafe for dinner, oh lala (: But however, this meal cost a $100 because we got a summon which I guess that idiot just summoned us for money! My dad parked 3m away from the fire thingy okay. Pig. Never mind, he will get retribution for being greedy someday(: lets see, tomorrow will be a busy day for me! Will be in school from 8am to 10.30pm I suppose.. Haha. Make up lesson from 8am to 10am okay, damn it! Then lecture from 10am to 12pm and two hours of break afterwhich, I will have another two hours of lesson. And two and a half hours of break and dance practice from 6.30pm to most probably around 10.30pm, so tiring. Lol! We are learning a chair dance now which is the reason of the bruises at my hip bones and my right ankle. But well, I think it is a good experience because I never experienced dancing with chairs in my life before. And I have to admit that I quite like my current instructor because she is full of interesting fun ideas! Lol. Anyways peeps, I got to go sleep soon so goodnight(: Just in case I cannot wake up on time tomorrow.

2008-12-22T06:06:00.000-08:00

So I wasted my whole day seeing doctors, so boring. Had an appointment at the National Skin Centre regarding ezema, and then to KK Hospital for my Mum's check up. Oh wait, we had lunch at parkway parade before that! Haha. Went for a short sun tan yesterday at my condo, it was so short I still look the same now. Then walked to Parkway with my Dajie for lunch again! Parents picked me up for tang yuan at my Grandma's, and headed down to old town at ECP with relatives. Lol. Was supposed to go for Yong Yi's chalet but never! ): So sorry, I will bu chang ni with a present. I was supposed to go for dance the day before, but I was having flu still so parents didn't allow. Haha! But they ended up bringing me out to get presents. We went to Bugis Junction for awhile & rushed back because we had to go to Oriental for wedding dinner. Congrats Xiao Can Shu Shu, forever-giving-me-wine uncle! Lol. Decided to sleep over at my condo so I went back to take some clothes, blanket and my pillow too(: I ended up watching Hot Shots until 5.30am, damn addictive! Oh & before I forget about my trip to Penang, was okay but the place is a little too messy. Haha. But luckily, I managed to find a dress & skirt out of the mess man!

2008-12-02T23:00:00.000-08:00

I swear I am damn tired, and would be worse from tomorrow onwards and this sucks. Its 12am and I have to do last minute revision! Reason being: PAcc test tomorrow. And also from tomorrow till this coming sunday, I will be at DES so its tiring. Haha! I shall let the photos do some talking after this ((:

2008-11-26T00:23:00.000-08:00

1. The person who tagged you is?
Dennis Tan (:

2. Your relationship with her?
Good friends.

3. Your 5 impression of her?
(1) caring
(2) funny
(3) justifiable
(4) mean
(5) peacemaker.

4. The most memorable thing she had done for you?
I guess nothing memorable.

5. The most memorable thing she had said to you?
I kind of forgot :x

6. If she/he becomes your lover, you will?
I will know when it happens.

7. If she/he becomes your enemy, you will?
And hopefully that will never happen.

10. What is it that you want to tell her now?
Meet up soon okay!

11. Your overall impression of her?
A small eyed guy (:

12. How do you think people ard you feel about you?
Ask them.

13. The characters you hate of yourself are?
Too gullible.

14. The characters you love yourself are?
Not sure, my perseverence?

15. The most ideal person you want to be is?
A boss cum dancer :D

16.For people who care and like you, say something to them.
Thank you for everything, loves loves.

17. Pass this quiz to 10 people who you wish to knw how they feel about you.
(1) Yvette
(2) Jacqueline
(3) Priscilla
(4) Vivian
(5) Shu Qin
(6) Zik
(7) Zuu
(8) Zat
(9) Alston
(10) Myself?

18.who is no.6 having relationship with?
No one.

19. Is no.9 a male or female?
A male.

20. If no.7 and 10 are tgt, will it be a good thing?
We are not lesbians :x

21. what is no.2 studying about?
Business logistics bla bla.

22. when was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
Last thursday through a phone call.

23. what kind of music band does no. 8 like?
Not sure, but she sings alot!

24. does no.1 have any siblings?
Younger brother, older sister (:

25. will you woo no. 3?
Am not a lesbian.

26. how bout no. 7?
NOT LESBIAN.

27. is number 4 single?
No, attached!

28.what is the surname of no.5?
Her surname is Tan :P

29.what's the hobby of number 10?
Dance and shop baby.

30. does no. 5 and 9 get along well?
Same clique, so yes they do.

31.where is number 2 studying at?
Temasek Polytechnic, previously my first choice.

32. talk something about no. 1.
Friends since primary school :D

33. have you tried devolping feelings for no. 8?
NOT LESBIAN LUH IRRITATING.

34. where does no. 9 live?
At Hougang.

35. what colour does no.4 like?
Purple / White!

36. are no.1 and 5 best friends?
Not friends at all (:

37. does no.1 have any pets?
No pets I think.

38. is no. 7 the sexiest person in the world?
She is quite sexy, so probably.

39. what is no. 10 doing now?
Doing this dumb survey now dude!

I love doing surveys so just tell me if there are any interesting surveys that I can do! But wait, I have no idea why this survey has no 8 and 9. And it is so gender unfriendly! Hai yo, so irritating!

2008-11-25T08:54:00.000-08:00

Thank you Jac baby (: 'No worries, you'll know when your true love comes, because he'll be very very nice and thoughtful to you, maybe soon, maybe years later.' Thank you Ah bee (: 'Don't lose faith in love, it will only be a suffer to you yourself if you think negatively..' Big thank you to all of those who encouraged me, and those who tried to tell me not to lose faith in this thing called love. I must say my heart is still numb from all my past relationships except my first. He was the only person I dared to say 'I love you' to.. the first person that ever took a place in my heart.. the first to hold my hand. The rest was a total mess.. But I must say most of them really treated me well, so well that I really was touched. Just that none really did work out and I am quite scared. Lol. ): You know, my fairytale dream is to get married happily ever after when I am 25 years old? Now I fear the fact that I may not find the right person anymore. Because I met someone, who totally changed my impression of most boys. But still, I want to believe that my fairytale will come true.

Mind you, I am not in love now. Just cannot except the fact that some people have no guts to tell me what is going on before I scold the shit out of them. People, learn to gain the courage to love(:

2008-11-20T23:01:00.000-08:00

Oh wtf, I only skipped one Sthry lecture and now I have problems with my tutorials so someone please help! No wait, I skipped lecture because I had dance performance not because I was lazy.. Anyways, was supposed to meet Benjamin for pool but apparently my friends cannot make it so I decided not to! And, I think he is playing alone at Tampines Safra now and I feel bad. :x Hahah.

Still contemplating whether I should meet Kerwin and whoever is going for sheesha tonight, like quite bad for health know. But I must admit I quite like it, the flavours are nice not my fault. Lol!

2008-11-14T07:20:00.000-08:00

School started at 12pm with a 2 hours MacroE lecture. I swear the whole group almost laughed our hearts out! I have never laughed out so hard during class before. Dzik had to scream and imagine he was in a rollercoaster luh. Haha! Then came EffWS tutorial where we had our ICA 1. Well, I must say the yellow paper was quite difficult.. Especially the stupid letter writing in block format, how irritating. I read until I blur, then anyhow write the letter :x Went to Arab street to meet Clinton, Han Long, James, and Nixon for sheesha. I must admit it was quite nice ah!

Updates;

Oh and, I am damn happy Jac and boyfriend came to meet us at Bugis for awhile before we left! It has been long since we last met each other. Miss miss miss all of you like crazy you know! All meet already, except Pris miaing.

2008-11-07T07:20:00.000-08:00

1. Do you have secrets?
Of course I do have secrets, who doesn't dude.

2. Would you fall in love with a boy younger than you?
Probably, not that I like to hang out with younger boys but love sometimes is unexplainable.

3. Do you enjoy going to sch?
I do, but it is tiring. Happy to see friends though! (:

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
Give some to charity, some to my family members, then buy my Lamborghini.

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
Mostly are girls but I do have guy friends, leave it to the future.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
I have been single for quite sometime, kind of forgot the feeling. But both I guess!

7. Who do you idolise?
This is a tough question, no one right now.

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
What do you expect me to do when he is already attached? I should be happy for him.

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
I guess, it was my girlfriends that made my sweet sixteen really unforgettable. Elmo! (:

10. Do you have any regrets?
Too many to name, but am still happy with life.

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
Married with the right guy, a boss of my shop and a professional dancer.

12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
I love my family and girlfriends and friends, so family and girlfriends and friends!

13. What kind of the person do you think the person tagged you is?
This babe is a very sweet and supportive girl, and would always be there to cheer you on.

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
Married but poor, provided he really is the right guy for me. Hope I find one.

15. What is your favourite colour?
I love extreme colours, either damn dark or damn bright! (:

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
Why not, but all must mean all my love and nothing else.

17. What would you do if someone whom you hate ask for your forgiveness?
That really depends on how much shit the person gave me before, but I would definitely forgive someday.

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
I would forgive but it would take time. Forget would be difficult for me, because it has caused much hurt!

19. Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
Having a relationship provided I fall in love with someone who loves me too.

20. 6 people I have tagged:
Cannot think of any now, so anyone just do it.

By the way, I love doing such surveys! Viv, tag me with more of these next time kay. And I miss you a lot a lot a lot. Hope to see you this Sunday(: Miss the rest too. Sigh.

2008-11-06T05:45:00.000-08:00

Had four freaking hours of tutorial and I almost died! I swear I was so tired that if there was a bed next to me, I would fall fast asleep. And apparently my laptop cannot read zip files, damn dumb. Had some troubles with that.. Then went to meet my dance seniors for performance preparation. Accompanied Louisure to have lunch at Kou Fu and rushed back for a few rehearsals before the actual. Xueming was there to perform with the Sakura group! Haha. Supposed to go for ballet class at DES but by the time I reach there, I would have been an hour late. So I decided not to go and went straight home. Oh and! Saw Tjie Ying on the way, she just came back from DES! ((: Waited for my parents and headed down to Bedok for dinner and I had chicken cutlet! I swear I ate till I almost dropped and puked. You know, it is the kind of hungry & no appetite but you still have to fill your stomach kind.. Anyways, I kind of was in a bad mood just now and actually said 'fuck you' out loud. Really feeling bad about it but my parents really have to stop finding shit to nag at me every single day, really. I am bursting out loud dude! ):

Dajie just got married last saturday and is on a honeymoon now. Just a few days, and I am missing her already.. Like someone missing in the house. Oh wells, thank God she is married to a good man so no need to worry! :DD

2008-10-28T09:43:00.000-07:00

Had much difficulty trying to keep myself awake during the Bizsw make-up lesson because I had only 4 freaking hours of sleep okay! Then came Pmktg lecture where I stonned, not as bad. Lol (: After which.. I took a trip down to Bugis Junction & spent some time alone at Kinokuniya reading cook books! Decided to walk around, and found a wedding card from Precious Thots for my dajie. Was supposed to go for Yan Yi Bu Ke at DES from 7pm to 9.30pm but could not make it! So went for Jiao Cai Bu Ke from supposedly 3pm to 6pm but I had to leave early. Zhi Yi left too. Hahaha(: Rushed back to school for Dance rehearsal from supposedly 6.30pm to 9.30pm. And as usual, we were let off late. Name me a dance troupe which would let you leave on time! At least I enjoyed... Anyways, wish me luck for tomorrow's lunchtime performance. No wait.. I meant wish the whole Dance Company luck! I guess we have all danced hard this whole time, and I so love them luh! :D

2008-10-24T10:13:00.000-07:00

I swear I am so tired it really is unexplainable. Went to school early to do project and for my Macroecons lecture. Gave myself afew tight slaps and I still dozed off. Left school and went to Suntec to spend my 4 hours of break before dance class(: Sat in Macdonalds and was half the time dozing off, then bought pants for dance. Went back to school and man, dancing really feels good. I perspired a lot! Whoo..

2008-10-22T01:52:00.000-07:00

Waking up on wednesdays and thursdays are basically a chore because school starts at 8am which means I have to wake up at 5.30am. Why 5.30am? It takes me 1 hour to get ready for school and that excludes taking a bath.. So that would end up being around 6.30am, which leaves me one and a half hours to go to school. Damn it! Hah. I had Principles of Accounting lecture from 8am-10am & a Principles of Marketing tutorial from 10am-12pm. :D Happy I could understand accounting a little bit better than accounting for assets that I learnt last semester. Hope that I would also understand the remaining chapters a little better! As for marketing, I did the wrong tutorial.. Lol! Then I had a freaking six and a half hour of break before dance practice started. For once, Mr kind soul Chunaik actually had lunch with me before meeting his friend at Tampines Area? Then he left, and Yushan came to find me not long after. We became good girls and did our tutorials. I actually finished Pacc tutorial 1 and SThry! Whee :D And finally, dance started at 6.30pm. We did our own warm up, & Shufen actually laid on top of me to make my body lie flat on the floor and I must say it worked quite a bit. Felt like my leg muscles loosened and could stretch more. The choreographing of 'Conversation' is done! Will be having a lunchtime performance next week.. Hahah. This is random but I miss my girlfriends. Everyone now has different schedules so, it would be difficult to meet up often. Well, poly is great and my Classmates, Lecture mates and Dance mates are fantastic, but I definitely would still miss them and of course my beloved secondary school classmates and schoolmates and dance mates! Lolol.. Shall stop my randomness. Had Principles of Marketing lecture from 10am to 12pm yesterday, a two hour break and Effective Business Writing from 2pm to 4pm. Both was great and my Pmktg lecturer is quite funny. So which card should you use? And we would all answer HSBC! Because you can get discounted movie tickets boy.. Lol. Then, I went to the Coffee Bean in my Mum's office building. Did some stuff while waiting for her and my Dad to pick us up. We headed down to Funan for dinner and to check out my Microsoft Access downloading cd and it costs a bomb okay. Plus the actual one did not have stock so am waiting for Chong How kor kor to lend me his! By the way, I watched Butterfly Lovers recently with both my sisters and I actually cried like a total nut when the movie was quite corny. But okayy, it was touching at parts, sad at parts, and happy at parts. Mixed feelings, was damn sad they only got together in their graves okay. If only love can end up like those you see in fairytales. Hah! Anyways, high school musical 3 starting this friday. I am so going to watch it okay! Someone ask me out pleasee.

2008-10-16T09:16:00.000-07:00

Hello hello! Semester two just started this week for me, and surprisingly, I enjoy being in school dude. I actually was extremely unwilling to go back to school and even wanted to quit school. And I do not usually dread schooling that much so, I must have been undergoing some unknown stress during holidays. I suppose one of the reasons could be just me feeling irritated not spending holidays well? Lol.. Anyways, I had a Principles of Accounting tutorial from 8am > 10am, a Statistical Theory For Business tutorial from 10am > 12pm, a break form 12pm > 1pm, andd a Statistical Theory For Business lecture from 1pm > 3pm okay! I was half asleep half the time especially during lecture. The lecturer was damn funny, but I think I had too little sleep the night before. But okay, satisfied with the tutors I got.. :D And yesterday, I had a Principles of Accounting lecture from 8am to 10am, then a Principles of Marketing tutorial from 10am to 12pm okay! But that is not the best part the day yet. I had to wait for Dance CCA to start which was about, six hours later know? Dzik was with me. Eleanor, Shenlyn, & Yu Shan too. Thank God I had them or else I would be bored to death boy. I was stonning half the time. Haha.. But other than that, dance practice was fun and the were many many people who turned up then! Some new faces too, which would mean more new friends. Whoo, cool. We are only left with 6 8s of the dance for our lunchtime performance. YAY. Oh, supposed to go back to des to try helping out with the choreographing of the Just Dance competition but no time. Sad, I cant join it cause I may go overseas..

2008-10-08T11:13:00.000-07:00

Please let this be the last time I am re-typing this darn entry. Or else, it is likely that you see me lying on the ground with blood flowing out of my mouth. Reason being, it has irritated me to the extreme end and caused a high blood pressure... Okay, whatever Hsin Rui. Had dance practice in school which was supposed to be from 6.30pm to 9.30pm! But I met Yushan an hour earlier to work on some steps I have missed out during the previous practice. My love for dance is improving :D Wait, improving sounds weird but you get what I mean. I just love to dance boy! Went to meet my Erjie for lunch yesterday at Sakae, Marina Square. Actually had the intention of only ordering the $2.29 plates, which was what I usually do. But she, being the one who have always doted on me since I was young, insisted on getting the more expensive plates. Tell me about it, what a good life I live. Yay! Did some shopping alone at Marina Square & Suntec City. Was fun being alone (: There are times you just want to be alone and not think about anything & it was one of those days yesterday. So I walked aimlessly.. and found a black belt from Topshop so I obviously bought it. I was one of those expandable belts I wanted.

2008-10-04T07:59:00.000-07:00

Woke up having a blocked nose, and could hardly breathe through the nose, even the mouth was a torture because I had phlegm so I skept dance CCA. You know, falling sick sucks big time dude. But my parents brought me out still for dinner at bedok blk18. Looked around & had a hard time deciding what to eat so my dad suggested prata & I ate it. Oh, and durian chendol without beans! Then we head down to my Grandmother's place and coincidentally, my aunt was there. Watched some channel u show & a little bit of money not enough then went home. Sent my aunt too. Lol (: Anyway, the secret I tried to keep has been revealed but I am sure that person had no intention of doing so! I hope you understand. Went to karaoke with Dennis, Garner, Hwa, Javier and Pris.. Then Hwa left for popping class & we went to Parkway to meet Vivian! Had dinner at Delifrance. Derrence & Jac came to meet us then we accompanied them to burger king. Yay, SAFG re-unite!

2008-10-02T08:36:00.000-07:00

Headed down to Tanah Merah to meet Kwanzheng to pass him his present! Happy Birthday & also thanks for my present. (: Thanks Pris for accompanying me, if not I would be damn nervous. Hahah! Then we went to Outram to meet her friends, Jem and Nic. Nice guys, & apparently are jokers. Had lunch before Pris went to get her blood test done, & I swear she was freaking out! Poor girl. Hahah. We headed down to Central for a chilling out session at starbucks after that. I was stonning luh! Lol.

2008-10-01T09:12:00.000-07:00

Happy Hari Raya Puasa and Happy Children's Day! Anyways, random photos coming up next! (:

2008-09-26T05:40:00.000-07:00

Just had lovely Mee Sua bought back for my dinner by my beloved parents. Has been long since I last ate it. Actually wanted to meet them for it but I had a show to catch on Channel U so.. Hah! Was supposed to meet Pris, her kor and her friend but because I was shy so I did not want to go. I somehow am someone who will feel awkward when meeting new people since young. So dumb. Anyways, I hope my Erjie's presentation went well though she was late. Cabs were fully booked! Went on a minor shopping spree with my mum yesterday at Orchard. She took leave specially to bring me out! How sweet of her I know. We had lunch at Far east, & I ate hainanese chicken rice. Isetan had a private sale and thank God my mum has an isetan card, or else, no sale for us! Lol.. I bought a top from Mango, so totally love it! Then headed to Tangs & bought heels from studio! Met my dad up and had dinner at Katong, some place that sells nice soy sauce chicken noodles (: And the day before yesterday, both my parents took leave just to accompany me.. How sweet of them I know. Sometimes, I hope I could control my emotions and not be nasty to them. Feel like such an ass now. They brought me to sakae for lunch, sent me home, and also sent me to school. I had dance class, and totally enjoyed it! There will be an upcoming lunchtime performance held in school on 29th of october. Oh, Ms Ong wants us each to choreograph 2 Eights to see our style. Anyways, I would most probably be going to watch f1 tomorrow with my auntie. Vroom vroom..

And sometimes I wish everything could go back to the past when we were all happy, but things have changed.. It hurts me so bad to know how little faith we actually have in this friendship but I still want to make it happen.

2008-09-22T05:54:00.000-07:00

Wanted to head out for dinner at sakae with the girls but one has plans and the other is broke, so I stayed at home all day long. Oh oh, and was supposed to have yuki yaki with han long, mathew and si hui but I easily feel like puking after eating too much nowadays so never go. Also, suppose to watch Hua Pi with them but Hua Pi looks scary so I never tag along. Sheesh, if only they were planning to watch Make It Happen, I would go. Never mind, shall watch it some other day! Lol (: Guess what? I woke up late yesterday and did not attend extra ballet class! Shit luh. But at least I went for normal class. And Lan Jie Lao Shi persuaded me to go for exams but Yue Qin Lao Shi is afraid it would be too stressful for me so they will discuss first. Okay then, shall see what they get out of it. Then went to have a swim and almost died after 6 laps? & I actually used to be able to swim 48 laps non-stop baby. Never mind, then had tom yam you mian for dinner. Yum yum.. Oh, & I went to watch Dance Horizon Troupe perform on saturday! I saw my ex-choreographer Chee Send there. He choreographed one of their dances for his dance troupe and it was good! :D

2008-09-18T23:17:00.000-07:00

Looked through all the DVDs I have got and decided to re-watch 'Pride', a Japanese serial I used to be in love with a few years back. It features Takuya Kimura and Yuko Takeuchi in the show!(: And when I watch such shows, I often think to myself how nice it would be if I could marry a guy like him. But in actual fact.. only one in a million would be as romantic as those you see in serials.. Haha! I suppose I will be heading down to Suntec City to meet my mum later on. Collect camera! Went to meet Pris at kembangan, and I saw Ervin on the way there! Anyways, went to Eunos. & then headed down to Raffles City to shop around. Terence came, then Ben You, Jasper and Joel(: Went over to Marina Square to have our dinner at thai express. Shared phad thai beef with Pris! Then went down to timbre for drinks and to watch the band.. Happy Belated Birthday Terrence!

2008-09-16T20:02:00.000-07:00

&, I woke up with my body aching and flu still going but am determined to go for dance later! We have a new instructor now, and she teaches from the scratch with a lot of explanation so its good. Well, I suppose I will be having porridge for lunch and my late dinner.. Mum cooked me 3 plastic containers of it you know? So I think I will be munching on it for at least two days. But its nice so I am okay with eating the same food for a few days. Dance starts at 7.30pm! Still got 8hrs more(: I stayed home the whole day due to the damn aching body. Wanted to attend a wake but I could not bring myself to. What's more, going for a swim? By the way, I got my results back. Gpa 2.25.

2008-09-15T04:47:00.000-07:00

Have been staying at home the whole day and am not feeling right now. Feels as if I am about to have fever soon. Argh, what the hack. Am now watching Hearts of Nineteen on Channel U now(: Just had a bowl of home-cooked porridge by my beloved Mum. And, there is still a lot left in the fridge. Anyways, tomorrow would most probably be the day I would want to die so so badly. Its the stupid release-of-scary results day. I am so not eager to know my results unless it is gpa 3+.

2008-09-13T07:57:00.000-07:00

Haha! Went for mani and padi appointment with my dajie at Nail Bliss and I now have shiny pink fingernails & dark blue toenails. I am so loving it now. Then went to get some lighting at geylang.. And had a family gathering at Roland Restaurant & I must say their wu xi pai gu is damn good. (:

2008-09-11T21:26:00.000-07:00

Boring day ahead today! Dad will be taking a half day leave. So.. we would be going to change the camera because its malfunctioning. Then I have an appointment with the Skin Care centre. Zzzz.

2008-09-09T23:14:00.000-07:00

It was during a Chinese New Year celebration that she appeared sitting on the floor alone smiling happily. Out of joy, I stopped what I was doing and ran to her to find that it was just an illusion in my mind or she really was there with us then just to see our happy faces. I cried out so loud, that loud that when I woke up, tears were really flowing down to my cheek. Everything felt so real, so real that I realised how much I miss my grandma even till now. More than a year has passed.. )): I am happy I got to see her in my dreams again and I hope she is doing fine up there somewhere in heaven. She should be, because my grandfather is up there too. And they will be living happily ever after I suppose, & they will be there to watch over and look after us. Shall stop emoing now. Having my lunch cum dinner now, subway wrap that my dajie bought for me just yesterday. Will be having dance practice in school later. Shit ah! Crying again because I just told my dad about it.

Argh, anyway! I met up with Brandon and Zao for dinner at parkway, pastamania yesterday and ate the baked rice. It has been quite some time ever since I last ate rice from pastamania. Before that, we walked around, and I stepped into M)phosis. And again, with the irristable temptation, I bought some bangles. Then after dinner, we walked over to breakers and played a few rounds of the long-time-no-play pool. Zao had to leave because of exams today so we all left together too (: Then tomorrow, I would probably be going down to the gym for some workout. Other than that.. no plans for tomorrow already. See whether my sister wants me to go down to Far East with her at night after her work to get fake eyelashes for her wedding. She said my dress will look indiany so fake eyelashes and thick eyeliner will be nice. Then again, I already have fake think eyelashes. & I am wondering if I should highlight my hair red, ivory, blue or leave it as it is. So troublesome!

2008-09-08T05:42:00.000-07:00

And apparently, I am watching Camp Rock again! I must say I love Demi Lovato and Joe Jonas... They sing so well together and they even look cute together boy! And I hate that bitchy girl. Eks. Anyways, I stayed at home the whole day other than when I went to get my brunch from the 24 hours coffee shop outside. Yeah, I bought myself a bowl of mee kia dry with chilli. Yummy yum(: Other than that, I just lazed around watching TV for almost the whole day? Did some AFA okay..

Music's in my soul

I can hear it

Everyday and every night

It's the one thing on my mind

Music's got control

And I'm never letting go, no, no

I just wanna play my music.

Okay, and because I had flu again yesterday, I could not attend dance practice. How shitty can it be man. I think I have been having all these weird on-off flus these days. Sneeze non-stop know. So all I could do was stay at home and ate soupy food like fried fish you mian which, I don't mind because its really tasty! Where to find it? Non other than the 24 hours coffee shop just outside! (: And again, other than that, I watched TV the whole day baby! King Kong was damn touching ah.. By the way, my grandma was being discharged on Saturday! And I had salmon from Ikea! Haha.

2008-09-05T01:47:00.000-07:00

& this is what I ate so far, for today that is: Kueh and banana for my lunch, Soup for my tea-time break? I wonder if this is counted 'the normal diet' or is it just me over-eating. Hmmm, some say its because I am in a growing stage, whereas others say its cause I am starting to exercise more.. And there are also those who tell me I should eat less. Weight-related issues are damn annoying. Haha! I suppose I will be going to visit my grandma again later! And she is looking much better(: So yesterday was fun. Went to Priscilla's place a little earlier than planned, and Jac came not long after me. Put our stuff down and headed down to East Point! Well, we literally walked there kay. Then this red bull promoter gave us each a can of red bull and it tasted real weird. We had lunch there, walked around at the Pet Safari and went back for some gyming! I also died running! Hah. And I went to visit my grandma, along with my family, for awhile and had dinner at 85. Feels fat. Gosh, I literally have no idea what I will be doing tomorrow. Oh boy, this holidays feels so empty yet so packed. This is quite unexplainable. It seems as if I have some stuffs to do on certain days but I just cannot remember what so I end up not doing them? Yeah, feels something like that ah. Anyways, anyone who sees this and who knows us, feel free to tag along if you know us! Tuesday at parkway, Brandon and I will be having dinner and some other BDS friends at pastamania! Lol.

2008-09-03T10:10:00.000-07:00

Did I ever mention how much I can eat during rainy days? Well, hell lot of food baby. See, I ate a packet of biscuits, a cheese pancake, a plate of soy sauce chicken noodle, a durian pancake. And I also had a bowl of lor mee & also a bowl of tang yuan. Gosh, I realise how fat I will be if I continue eating like this. Not that I am any skinny now, but please do not make me become fat God! Hah.. Oh, and my grandmother was admitted to the hospital today. Thank goodness she is okay now (: And yay! Jac & I will be going over to Priscilla's place at around 3pm for gym tomorrow! Woah, I have been heading down to her house quite often these days for exercise sessions. Then I should most probably head down to the hospital to visit my grandma after that to see how she is doing... I really hope nothing is wrong with her. My dad & I rushed down like mad peeps when we heard she was feeling unwell. Okay, and what should I have for breakfast? Macdonalds hotcakes? Lol (: I wonder what I will do this friday cause my just dance practice was canceled. One of their mums does not want her daughter to be practicing for it before exams so, yeah, it was called off by her.. Anyways, girls! Just remember to think about the dance title & synopsis. Jia you, jia you, jia you!

2008-09-01T19:11:00.000-07:00

Its 10 in the morning, & I am awake already. Haha! The weather is so chilly, I would probably go back to sleep later on. I mean.. thats if I feel like it. Haha! Right now, I am wide awake & hungry! Someone please deliver food to me! I feel so lazy to go & find food now. I want some hotcakes! :D Haha. Not sure what I will be doing later.. Because I will probably have to accompany Pris (if she needs me to) out. Other than that, we shall see. Think my parents would want me to meet them. Then yesterday, I went over to Pris's place for some gyming, steam bathing & also swimming! So shuang.. But after all that, we shared this chicken rice thingy & her home-made spaghetti topped with campbell soup & became fat once again. Haha! Watched tv until close to 7pm, then I went to meet my parents near my house & I saw Luci! Kind of miss the times in primary school when we were closer. Kay, so I met my parents & we headed down to geylang to check out some lightings. The day before was even better! Went to Des at 10am, practiced xia guang a few times & we had perform for the teachers. Then went to chinatown to rehearse & perform at night. Chuan deng!(:

2008-08-29T00:46:00.000-07:00

&... Happy Teachers Day! So I went back to help the dancers with their make-up & also to watch their first run through and their performance was damn good. Or at least, I thought is was luh! (: Okay, other than that.. I am happy I got to see the teachers and fellow friends. And and, also like happy to be back in school! I so missed all the people I have not seen for quite some time.. I shall name some here then: Pris (I am in her house now), all the 4D darlings, Daiyu, Joe, Sher, Ronald, Zao, Garner and Brandon! And alot alot more. Too many to name here so, try to understand me. Anyways, went to simpang with AK, Chun, Clark, Den, Garner, Hwa, James, Jave, Nixon & Yong. The guys are at Tampines now, & I accompanied Prissy-babey home... & later, there will be a 4D class barbecue here! Aw, I am damn excited to see those ex-classmates. I am so tired now, chao!

2008-08-27T10:50:00.000-07:00

Edited Version: I just realised it is not only Shi Ji Lao Shi who is leaving today, Ms Gillian too! So this means, I will be missing two people, & coincidentally both are my dance instructors. Wanted to send Shi Ji Lao Shi off actually, but because she misses Singapore so badly already, she told us not to go there. Okay, will do, will respect her. As for Ms Gillian, she can barely recognise me luh! Haha. Whatever it is, I wish the both of them all the best and I would miss them dearly. Jia you(: So since I will not be sending them off tonight, I will be meeting my Dajie for gym. Quite exciting. Oh, btw. Since most of you are having your last paper today, please ask me out. Bored shitless! ):

2008-08-24T08:35:00.000-07:00

Hello guys, I am in the midst of packing my freaking room! & it is still freaking messy! Oh God. ): Anyway, I had normal dance class at DES this afternoon! As usual, it was great but confusing ah.. Hah! And my heart kind of shattered when I heard about this something. You know, everyone is going overseas. Guess I will miss them alot. & God, this feeling really is utterly bad. Damn sad! ):

2008-08-21T08:13:00.000-07:00

Please do ignore the previous post. Woah, that really was kind of the shittiest moment of my life! But okay, I am feeling much better now. Very big thank you to all those who have trying pushing me on yeah? What an experience I had though. First time ever in my entire life, I wanted to give so badly before even trying. God, that feeling really was bad. So bad, no words can describe. And in conclusion, please do not follow me. I tell you, its damn stupid! No matter what, no giving up (: So I stayed home the whole day to do my revision for tomorrow's paper which is about statistical methods for the business. Basically, this subject involves a lot of mathematics. Which means that if you are interested in mathematics (which I am), you will enjoy studying for it. Somehow, I still suck at it. First in-course-assessment, I got an A. Second in-course-assessment, I failed. Tell me who in the world is that stupid huh! But but! Whatever it is, I still find it kind of interesting. Ha (: Just cannot wait till tomorrow after my paper. Will probably head down to marina square, raffles city or suntec city to meet my sister to do some shopping! I wanted to do de-stress shopping last wednesday (and when I say last wednesday, I literally mean last wed which was last yesterday). Oh, I just am so excited! Hm, feel like getting some stuff from either dorothy perkins or topshop. But first, I will concentrate on my exams. So, good luck to all those who have exams tomorrow (: Wait, I have been talking for quite some time, & I forgot to tell you people about my microecons exam. Well, I thought it was okay but what the results would turn out to be, I cannot guarantee.. Because usually, when I say I thought it was okay, it will turn out to be like shit. & I have no idea why. Maybe, just maybe, some jinx has planted a curse on me luh! Wait, and what is a jinx? God, I am such an embarrassment. & anyways, I had to see a doctor because of my eye. Damn dumb! Estimation is a form of statistical inference. Remember in Topic A, statistical inferen.. okay, bye!

2008-08-19T07:57:00.000-07:00

Hsin Rui wants to give herself a break from studying.. You know what, I am hoping tha a miracle would happen now. I went to school for microecons consultation and realised that I actually have not done many revision papers. In fact, I only did one paper you know? So Edward printed some revision papers for me to try out. Anyways, went to school for an hour and went home. Lets see.. the trip to and fro took away 3 precious hours of my previous day for revision? Time consuming! And after the long ride, I felt exhausted. So I took a nap and started my revision which was okay at first. But as I studied longer, I really felt like dying. See, I remembered compiling questions to practice today so I only touched a question from one of the four revisions he printed. Whoa, Hsin Rui can just kill herself now... I mean seriously, this feeling sucks. As quoted from Zuu, 'I feel like one of those o level students who does last minute revision.' Hai, I really am feeling like that now. I had accounting for assets paper yesterday, and it sucked... Can someone tell me what the hell is happening to me now. The first 3 questions were okay. Then came the last two questions holding a total of 51 marks. I totally lost it there luh. If I pass, I will count myself lucky. If I fail, just hope I will be eligible for the supplementary paper yeah. I told my parents that already. They seemed to be okay with it luh. All I know now is that.. God, I am not even sure what I know luh. Hai ya ): Right now, right here, this is how I am feeling. If only time go turn back, I would have listened to my lecturer attentively and would have done every tutorial. & if only I cleared my doubts earlier or if only I could press the fast forward button so that this semestral exams have ended. Me and utter rubbish. And crap, my eyes are freaking itchy God-knows-why. Days have been shitty! D':

2008-08-17T04:57:00.000-07:00

& thank God I did not break my right ankle, which, I suppose I almost did. Ha ha! Well, I jumped and the force on my right ankle when I knelt down was somehow.. too much. It went numb and I think it kind of detached for awhile. Like, a split second.. God, it was so close to killing my future dreams. Whatever the case is, I enjoyed the dance rehearsal today! Though it was from 11.30pm to around 6pm? Ha ha. Of course there was a break in between. Next rehearsal on Saturday :DD Now lets talk about my exams. Had Principles Of Management on Friday.. & next is Accounting for Assets which is tomorrow darlings. Let me say my last goodbyes. Loll! I must say I wanted to die studying for that subject during my study week okay. However, I have to also admit that this subject is quite interesting. Ha ha. I know I am contradicting myself but, just try understanding. Anyways, will be doing some revision on Accounts later on.. and I hope I do well for tomorrow! (: Okay, now about yesterday. I am glad I got to meet up with some old friends. Some from 4D and some from Bedok South Chinese Dance. It has been long ever since I last saw you people huh! & most importantly, I am glad that I got to meet up with my dearest Vivian! She actually made me a card and even wrote me a letter. & on the card was some photos we took some time ago. Really put a big smile on my face. I hope the next time we meet, it will be a full SAFG outing. I hope. (: So we went to watch DES production 'Paradise', & it was great! We were encoring like crazy, boy. Shi Ji Lao Shi, we will miss you a lot! And you really have been a great instructor. Take care! :DD

2008-08-14T03:16:00.000-07:00

I think I should blog more often now, my blog feels kind of dead with many photos & little words. Lol! Hsin Rui is officially dying from studying for her exams which starts tomorrow & is afraid to know her results. Everything seems so jammed up these days & I kind of feel like giving up now. But of course, I will never. Haha! I mean, since I chose this path to jam pack myself with dance, I will not give up and will persevere and get the best out of me. Now most important is my exams! Okay, I have just went and collaborated some questions from the e-learning website which I will be attempting later. Only realised I have revision questions for all subjects except POM one day before my exams which is like tomorrow? Yeah, how smart can I be. This shows my last minute-ness. Well, will do whatever I can for the remaining hours and give it my everything tomorrow (: Read baby cleavage's blog just now and realised how much we all miss SAFG. They are the best girlfriends I can ever ask for! The times we had during our secondary school days were the best! & I guess out of my 17 years of birthdays, the 16th was the happiest day. Although I had to walk big elmo everywhere, which was quite embarrassing. Haha! But they gave me the sweetest book of our friendship. I swear I will never forget them and the times we shared. Meet up soon okay?!

2008-08-09T05:47:00.000-07:00

Sunday; Suppose I will have to wake up at 9am or even earlier, I should be having troubles bun-ing and gelling my hair up. Got to go to DES for the mid-autumn festival performance rehearsal.. & I think it will start at 11.30am all the way to around 6pm? Get ready for the long day! Haha! (: Then I will probably have to rush down to Pasir Ris to attend Dance Company's barbecue. It is a post celebration for our production and also a farewell for the people that are leaving real soon. ):

2008-08-09T05:32:00.001-07:00

Today; Have you seen a star, one that guides you no matter where you are? & I in love with this song now! You can call me patriotic but who cares because I love Singapore. Happy Birthday! :D So I up at around 10am today and did some updating of friendster and facebook photos then had lunch at sakae with my parents. Well, I had to make full use of my birthday voucher so.. Hahaha! I did some revision on accounts. Exams are starting next friday and I started studying today >.<

2008-08-09T02:44:00.000-07:00

Friday; & again I had to wake up at 5.45am because of tutorial at 8am -.= so I had accounting for assets tutorial from 8am to 10am, of which I did not really pay attention to because I was tired... then had an hour of break followed by 2 hours of lecture for the same subject. I was half awake (: after which, I went to get a new hairstyle at this place called salon orient at marina square, and it cost me a bomb, $44 after discount okay. Oh wells, i like it but i miss my hairstylist from redken!

2008-08-07T08:44:00.000-07:00

Dance Company

Fully Charged II

6 August 2008, 7.30pm

Theatre For The Arts

2008-07-26T07:11:00.000-07:00

Friday; & i woke up at 5.30am with only 3 hours of beauty sleep the day before, all thanks to the stupid project. -.= had accounting for assets tutorial from 8am to 10am, one hour break, then the lecture for the same subject from 11am to 1pm and it was a total bore okay. i caught no balls and i really mean no balls. after which was 5 hours of break where we stayed back to do project. then i had dance from 6pm to 10pm! the choreographer added in new steps for the ending already. ((:

Saturday; this is embarassing but i woke up at 2am today. :x i guess it was the almost-sleepless-nights that caused this so i actually am not a pig. decided to take off for the day & did nothing but use the computer to update my friendster and facebook. wheet wheet. i am a new facebook user. okay then had family dinner with my maternal side of the family at some place called crab party! I must say the food their is damn good though their crabs are not all that fresh but still, yum.. ((:
Sunday; will be having dance practice at des from 11.30am to 2.30pm and hopefully i remember all the steps. >.< if not i would be dancing in fear of being scolded and it sucks but aw, love dance. then would probably play some pool with my sisters and their boyfriends and have our dinner & go home because i have to practice for my presentation the next day. and who said poly life was relaxing because that fellow is insane! never mind, i still love my course and darling friends. <33

& i am screaming out loud, i miss safg like alot alot): JAC, PRIS and VIVI, when are we meeting?

- any time you wrap your emotional life around the weaknesses of another person. you empower those weaknesses to control you. (:

2008-07-13T05:25:00.000-07:00

Just remembered; Dance Ensemble Singapore will be having a production on the 16th of august.. Those who are interested, please inform me okay? 3pm or 8pm at the Victoria Concert Hall. $30 & $40 for normal citizens, half price for students. Thank you for supporting DES 'Paradise'! <3<3

2008-07-13T04:19:00.000-07:00

Saturday; Had to work from 12.30pm to 9.30pm at Tampines, M)phosis. Well, it has been a long time ever since i last stepped into the shop and i must say, i really enjoyed times with my them(: Haha! And i am so happy they actually stick some photos we took after work in their store room! Should be going back to buy my pair of shorts next sunday if the stock replenishes by then. Hah.. Though was having throat infection & cold, i was happy to see auntie Diana, Pong Suk & Tiffany(:

Today; Had dance from 11.30am to 2.30pm at DES. There actually was another practice after it for Chingay performance next year, but my parents do not want me to perform okay. So sad >.< But i know they are worried for me, so i did not bug them about it. Told Yan Lao Shi, she told me to tell them, 'no worries, i will do well.' Oh well, i shall try persuading them again! Hopefully they would change their minds! And dance was fun, though i am still not very clear about the steps :D

Tomorrow; Will be having Effective Oral Communication from 9am to 11am. & we are supposed to market ourselves okay. My tutor told me to talk about dance but i need to be damn thick skin to do so okay. I find it so stupid but no choice, got to get it over and done with. Hm, provided my voice comes back that is. Then i will have a long break all the way till 6pm. And then from 6pm - 8pm, i will be having dance. Bet it will be a damn tiring day, but persevere is all i can do now... :D

- Don't let what you cannot do interfere with what you can do. (:

2008-06-29T05:03:00.000-07:00

Saturday; So I woke up at 10.30am to get ready for dance practice in school and thank goodness they have started choreographing a dance for the upcoming performance on the 6th of august! (: Haha. I am happy that i have got a better impression on dance company already. I enjoyed class surprisingly. Dancing with a new group of people feels different but very interesting! I like~ Hah! Parents bought me subway for my late lunch! Whoo, I have not eaten it for such a long long time.

Today; And I woke up at 8.30am to get ready for a trail dance practice, from 11pm to 2.30pm, in DES. Met Vivian at Kembangan and headed straight down for practice. I swear i enjoyed it a hell lot! :D And thank you Daddy and Mummy for finally allowing me to pursue my dreams. Stepping into DES once again, really feels great. It feels so great i feel like crying. Hah! Dance really is love. After practice, we bought lunch from Bugis and took a train home. Hey Darl, see you this Friday!

Tomorrow; Effective Oral Communication - 9am to 11am. To those who have their presentation tomorrow, you can do it so no worries! (: Haha. Break - 11am to 12pm. Principle of Management - 12pm to 2pm. Break - 2pm to 6pm. Lastly, Dance practice - 6pm to 10pm. 11 hours in school?! Better revise for my html test the day after if not i will be so screwed. And my presentation is on Friday! Zomg, if time permits, i better start practicing what to say then. I really must persevere!

- The significant problems we face cannot be solved at the same level of thinking we were at when we created them. (:

2008-06-21T08:16:00.000-07:00

Friday; Woke up at 7.30am to be on time but they were late. Haha! So i met up with Simon, Vivi, Yongyi and Zanwei at tanah merah platform. We headed down to downtown. Viv and i revised at mccafe while the guys went to wild wild wet! Met up for lunch together at burger king. They left to continue getting wet and Vivi left to school not long after. Haha. I continued my revision. Went to karaoke after they finished wild wild wet-ing. Then had fondue for supper at haagen dazs. Lol! Today; Woke up at 7am because we had to get ready and collect some keys. Shall not expose for what here because it is still not open to all. Haha! Dropped my Erjie off at parkway. Parents and i had hi-tea at singapore swimming club. I swear i ate till i almost exploded... Haha. Then we went home and i fell asleep like a total pig. I have been in lack of sleep these few days. After i woke up, i used the computer for awhile then went to parkway for sakae with my parents for our dinner (: Tomorrow; If as planned, i will confirm be doing three things. Number 1 - Prepare my speech for monday's presentation. Number 2 - Get my mrt concession for school. Number 3 - Go swimming at singapore swimming club. Lol! Very well planned i know and i hope i go as according. And also, because my left eye is freaking pain, if it still is, i will see a doctor. I swear it sucks. Feels like i got boxed there. Shit, if i ever go blind, i think i will not be able to live any longer too. I love my eyes!

As requested: Vivian and i broke the record of taking only 132 in a day! We took 152 photos instead using her camera! Darling, must pass me the memory card full of our memories okay? Cannot wait to upload the photos!

- You can't build a reputation on what you are going to do. (:

2008-06-15T09:00:00.000-07:00

Hello guys! I am finally back from HK(: Oh wells, i enjoyed almost every minute there. However, shit does happen. So on the last day of the trip, we got tricked to buy abalone. We bought sweets from this shop and this guy told us to go in and take a look. He showed us all the abalones, told us the price (which was only for an abalone) but you know what? When he said it, he showed us 7 of those. But when we payed, the other guy told us $6000+. Like are you kidding? But luckily, they allowed us to pay $5000. However, i was quite pissed at one of them okay! I shall not elaborate.. Anyways, went to Parkway with my family yesterday! We had lunch at the foodcourt. I ate chick bimbimbap! Like finally some chicken(: I was deprived of chicken for 6 days you know! How sad. Oh, and i will be meeting Vivi tomorrow! We should be going to Orchard for shopping, even plan to take more than 132 photos! Zomg, what an aim. But damn happy can see her again tomorrow! Okay, so i woke up at around 12pm. Then got ready and we celebrated Fathers Day at Waraku(: Happy Fathers Day Daddy! And as usual, i had my hokkai don. Raw salmon & rice, my favourite. Then went to Home of pool to meet Dennis, Jonathan and Hanlong. Played a little bit of pool then Jonathan and Hanlong went off. Ernest came, Jonathan came back also. Watched them play for a while more. Then accompanied them while they ate their laksa! Woah, i suddenly feel like eating.

Happy Birthday Chang Jiang Lao Shi! (: Happy Belated Birthday Ronald! (: Happy Belated Birthday Syahidah! (:

2008-06-07T09:48:00.000-07:00

So i went to Hanlong's house after school with James. Well, Dennis, Mathew and Sihui were there already. I talked and watched television till i fell asleep for a while. Hanlong's Dad sent us to East Coast Park and quite a few people were there already. And i almost got thrown into the sea by 3 buggers okay! Those idiots carried me and swung me like.. God-knows. Haha! Other than that, I got kicked with sand ok. But whatever it is, i enjoyed myself yesterday. Love my ex-scoolmates! And because i slept at 3.30am, i woke up at 2pm today. God, this is the first time i woke up this late okay! Believe it or not. This shows how tired i am. Went to meet Hanlong at Kembangan for awhile. Had to pass him Dennis's rings. Yeah, that blur block left them in my bag okay. Then my parents came to pick my up for dinner with my maternal relatives. Vegetarian food! Haha. But it was surprisingly quite nice! Head down to my aunt's house to settle some stuff. Miss Grandma ): Anyways, this is an advance entry. Wanted to blog on say.. monday? And i realised that i will be in Hong Kong. Basically, i will be going to Hong Kong from tomorrow (8 june) till friday (13 june). Well, i hope it will be fun still. I heard it is flooding there. & also, bird flu has invaded Hong Kong. Shits okay. I have never faced such a thing before. Haha! But everything should be fine yeah? I am so going to miss Jac, Pris and Vivi! And all the rest of my beloved friends. Take care ok darls!

2008-05-31T08:19:00.000-07:00

Playing the game of sarcasm with me will bring you nowhere darling. I swear if i ever turned into a gangster, you will be the first i would teach a lesson okay. You should be thankful i controlled & only used my mouth to shoot you upside down. Well, find a way to mend this friendship if you do cherish it kay. If you do not, then forget it because i will not give in, not even a little bit. Sarcasm is not the kind of game you would want to play with me. If you choose to, kill yourself before i do it. And guys, this is when i am really seriously pissed. If you mean no harm, i am okay with you(: Well, went to meet Jac after school yesterday. Had gelare, and headed down to parkway to meet Ernest, Garner, John and Zao Zao! Walked around and played pool together. I missed them alot! And tomorrow, i will be meeting Vivi for breakfast, revision and DES wushu performance! Sorry John and friends. Supposed to be studying with you guys tomorrow. Next time round okay? Lol..

Tell me about it, i finally got to meet Vivi! We went to have breakfast at bugis, macdonalds. Then walked around and went to DES for the funfair(: She left for kayaking and went for my manicure appointment. Painted my nails purple. Went home, took a break & then went to meet her again(: Headed straight to DES to watch the dance. I was so touched. Jiujian rushed there in time to sing his part of the song! You know, everything they did was for the earthquake victims? DES, LOVE.

- Too much fault-finding with rulers brings disgrace; with friends. it brings estrangement. (:

(Hong Kong from 8th to 13th of June)

Oh, by the way! Bombilabom, hello baby clivage! (Jac Png) Chehlehbabum, baby buttcrack here!

2008-05-22T22:47:00.000-07:00

I wonder what really is happening to the world now. Whats with the earthquakes? Why must all these occur and cause millions of death? I ponder. And somehow, no one can aswer me this. You know, sometimes i wonder if heaven was short of people hence so many people are dying now. If it is, i am relieved. Because at least they are leaving for a good reason(: And i want to keep it this way. Well, i have been cherishing my entire life. Have you? If you have not, please do start soon. You know what, shit does happen. And when shit happens, all you can do is to stay put or make a move which may not work. But whatever the case is, at least you did try! So fret not & be happy! Anyway, my ICAs will start next week so pray hard i will do well(: Then can have fun after that! Okay, so i went to PS with Chunaik, Lauren and Waisum yesterday. They ate at yoshinoya, and as usual, i watched them. Then went to meet my erjie. She bought me a dress and a top! Woah:D

Updated version; Well, i went to school for 2 hours of accounting tutorial and went to kembangan to get nasi lemak for my jie. Oh, & also prata for myself. Okay, i know i am a nice sister to have (: Then reached home, watched tv, slacked infront of the computer & recieved a call from priscilla. So i headed down to suntec to meet her and went on a shopping spree! Bought a brown top and a grey hoodie from topshop! Ate at crystal jade. And saw billy, kelvin and the rest of the girls! Yay!

- Wise men do not quarrel with one another. (:

I have to admit that i cried when i read your blog because i never knew how serious it could actually be. I swore never to apologise again as i felt that you should not be upset about just a random outing. But i did not keep my promise again. When i read and realised how much pain we caused unknowingly, my heart sank. Woah, it really did. I started crying hysterically and again, poor garner had to bear with my crap. Although at times i would feel that you treat them much better than us, i hope that you would still face us one day. Please, darling. I hate to remember how happy we all were in the past and how everything is gone just like that. You will talk to us someday, i hope. We all miss you):

2008-05-15T02:53:00.000-07:00

Aiseh man! Chunaik is actually going to do the POM quiz before i even touch it. For the very first time, he is a good boy. Well, basically, i am just too tired to even think about the answers to all of the questions (which i suppose is 25 questions in total). God, i need a break now. Serious dude! I have been in school from 8am to 1pm okay. And after coming home, i have so many things to do now! For instance, my speech which is for tomorrow. Zomg, i keep reminding myself about it and the feeling is real scary okay. Like superb jing zhang. Okay, shut up hsinrui. give it your best! :D Anyways, met up with john on monday at city hall. Headed down to M.S. to have lunch at secret recipe! Finally had some time to catch up with some stuff. But shit, we forgot to take photos can.. Never mind. Should be meeting pris up tomorrow after school! For a movie, surprisingly. I am so eager to watch accuracy of death man! There is my all-time-favourite, takeshi kenishiro! whoo(:

Okay, so nothing much happened today. Had microecons tutorial for two hours, a one hour break and then another two hours of microecons lecture. Went to kembangan to get bubbletea! Gosh, i am so hooked up to strawberry milk tea. All thanks to alston. But whatever, tastes nice so okay.. Then went home, did a little editing to my speech outline and went to gelare for lunch alone! Tell me about it. I realised like doing things on my own . Before i go, pray for my speech darlingss! :D

- The commitments were make to ourselves and to others, and out integrity to those commitments, is the essence and clearest manifestation of our proactivity. (:

2008-05-05T08:32:00.000-07:00

Oh, hi friends! I am back again. Well, these few days have been really tiring i must say. And kind of.. stressful too. You see, i have got this group presentation coming up tomorrow and basically, i have been packed with the preparation of it for the past two days (which includes today). I know it is kind of a last minute thing, but because my dad thinks that my points are irrelevant, i had to find more information on the internet today. And, oh yes! Guess what? You are allowed to check details from four websites which can only be loaded in NYP! Yeah, how shitty can this be. Sucks.. Anyways, happy early mother's day to my grandma! (: My family, relatives and i brought her to Roland Restaurant yesterday for lunch. Food was okay, service was good. Well, hope she liked it! ERGH. I am actually quite worried about tomorrow's group presentation. Not sure what to do or say either. But oh wells, i shall just pray hard for everything to be okay. Everything will be fine (:

Okay, had two hours of oral communication, one hour of break and then another hour of lecture.. Then went to Orchard with Chunaik, Kerwin, Lauren & Wai Sum. Went to Far East, Lauren had to get skinnies & we roamed around aimlessly. Oh! And 3 of us were 'made' to do charity of $10! Walked back to cineleisure to catch a movie, Iron Man. Please do not ask me why i watched it. It was kind of meaningless. But what the hack! The sound system was good and i enjoyed myself. (:

- He who cannot change the very fabric of his thoughts will never be able to change reality, and will never, therefore, make any progress. (:

2008-04-26T09:35:00.000-07:00

*takes a deep breath in and out* okay, i am actually kind of tired now but i got to post before i go to bed if not my blog would seem dead again. well, have been real busy at school or rather school has been tiring me out quite a bit especially on thursday & friday. maybe it just is because of the early school hours. hmm.. but as i said, so far so good! i quite enjoy school life in NYP. other than the south canteen experience, everything has been great! (: here goes. my south canteen looks a little older & i happened to come across this stained with God-knows-what chopsticks. like zomg. never mind about that! headed down to orchard last thursday with lauren & waisum supposedly to get our office wear but non of us found something we liked. we walked around, lauren tried on some blouses, waisum bought her facial stuffs, i bought my mac lipstick. ended up at soup spoon. anyways, should be meeting jac up tomorrow! damn excited. have not seen her for some time. (:

woah, this is so cool. have you ever been to someone's condo, and it has this teppan yaki thingie? well, i went to my uncle's house for dinner and instead of a barbecue pit, it had this thing to cook some teppan yaki stuff. how interesting! & i found many good cooks within my family. even pilot matthew can cook, and he really looks like those typical teppan yaki chef you see at sakae sushi.. then my cousins and i got bored and submerged 1/4 of our bodies into the pool. damn shuang. ((:

- you simply can't think efficiency with people. you think effectiveness with people and efficiency with things. (:

2008-04-17T01:30:00.000-07:00

hello!(: have i mentioned how much i miss BDS? i remember the first day of orientation. we were brought by our OGLs to this classroom to meet our PAM and suddenly i found myself wondering where the hell my ex-classmates were and why the classroom felt so different. goodness! luckily i managed to snap out of that. imagine myself walking around the school feeling so upset for that whole day. tsk tsk, very bad. haha! well, school has been great so far. king kong (oie!), king kong (oie!), king kong, king kong (sup sup oie!)! sitting on the toilet bowl, backside feeling cold. sitting on the toilet bowl, squeezing out the shit. (ahhh..) sitting on the toilet bowl. okay, those are only part of the cheers my class has. anyways, we had water games during our 2nd day of orientation. woah, totally enjoyed it. we got all wet together! oh, & did i mention that i bought FBT shorts just for that? i know, i am such a vain pot. wait, that makes no sense at all. okay, bye! update soon! (:

had 2 hours of tutorial on microeconomics, 1 hour of break and 2 hours of lecture on that subject. wait, wrong. our 2 hours of tutorial became 1 because there was nothing we could do without our lecture before that. haha. checked out the club crawl and decided to sign up for dance company (: then took and mrt back with chat, chuneik and waisum. waisum went another direction halfway. oh, guess what? was so tired i actually fell asleep standing on the train on the way to NYP today..

- people who cannot find time for recreation are obliged sooner or later to find time for illness. (:

2008-04-08T10:02:00.000-07:00

well, upset because i feel like a shit friend who cannot do much when my friends are having their lowest times. all i do is try to console them with the same words and i think it does not help even that little bit. i also know that i cannot do much because it has been quite some time ever since i touched this thing called 'love'. i think i am rusty at all the things i used to say to someone during their lowest. you know this feeling? it totally sucks. and it sucks real big time. i feel like fuck now. okay, and happy because after so long, vivian finally called and we talked for quite some time. so many things to catch up, but so little time to meet. nevermind, i am just glad we still contact each other every now and then & i so cannot wait till the 19th. babe, we got to take real lots of photos! also, i have been spending a hell lot of time with my girlfriends and friends & am so going to miss them. NYP freshman orientation is coming up this thursday. i hope i meet nice people. jia you! (:

went to meet my mum at her office, dad came to pick us up and we headed down to NYP to get my laptop collected. i bought a compaq 12.1 inch lappy. okay, and we had our lunch at kou fu in the school. went home, used the computer. jon and i went to meet den. ate seafood tomato from gelare and also a cookies craze sundae for dinner. jac and pris came after that, and also S.T. they ate, then we went to the playground to meet garner. left around 11pm. thats about it. okay bye..

- we have the opportunity to choose who our children's parents will be. (:

oh, and one more thing. pardon me for swearing in this entry. i think i am going my after-period emoness and i tend to think alot. well, i just hope things will be better for each and everyone who is going through some shit now. really sorry if i could not make any of your days better. probably am too lost and too shag to be saying anything. man, i really am not sure. i just am feeling kind of fucked up and i feel like a lousy friend. and i think i better stop my nonsence before i breakdown.

- all truly wise thought's have been thought already, thousands of times; but to truly make them ours, we must think them over again, honestly, till they take root in our personal experience. (:

2008-03-27T09:57:00.000-07:00

haha. so now, everything is still going wrong. oh wells, but i still believe that whatever happens, if that someone is meant to be yours, he or she will still be yours (: as in, think you should get what i mean. as in, no matter what kind of shit happens in between, at the end of the day, that person will still be by your side. so, to my beloveds, take this as a part of life, something that you should learn from. be it good or bad, you will go strong from it. okay? most importantly, learn to let go (: hai, so much for all the encouragement. i myself am feeling quite shitty because of my maid. well, she has been climbing in and out of the house after many times of warning. hence, my family and the maid agency is planning to send her back without telling her afew days beforehand. although she has not been a good helper, but after staying in my house for more than a year, i cannot bear to see her leave. i mean, how cruel can we be ): still, it is for the safety of my family comes first ):

anyways, went to plaza singapura for lunch with hanlong. i, being a suaku, ordered a meal which felt like it was meant to be for two persons -.- lol. jac came to meet us and we walked to from ps to centrepoint, then from cp to heeren. haha! then took a bus down to breakers to meet jonathan for pool. bought barcardi from 7 eleven before that. shiok ah! (: hanlong left not long after and we had our dinner at astons. price was really reasonable but could not finish my bolognese sauce. -.-

- real generosity toward the future consists in giving all to what is present. (:

2008-03-18T09:26:00.000-07:00

haiya, so many unhappy things have been happening to so many of my friends! well, lets just say this is part of life and we can learn alot from it. so, look on the bright side, yeah people? (: hah. & cheer up man! no point brooding over stuffs like this everyday. it is a super waste of your energy and time alright. this is just an advice, take it or leave it. haha! yeah, i am kind of straightforward i know. but, whoo! you need your own life man! lol. tell me about it, i miss m)phosis. oh shucks, i miss auntie diana alot! lol. somehow. and of course the rest of the collegues! there goes, m)phosis again and again. i shall shut my gap about it. hmmm, lets see, what shall i update about? oh yes! the dance performance i watched at victoria concert hall on saturday! guess who i went with? my aunt. haha! big accomplishment. i normally am not very open, even towards my relatives. okay, anyways, the performance was okay but some of the dances were not very well portrayed. tsk :/

see, i went to tampines to meet brandon, hanlong, james, mathew, nixon, and sihui! (: haha. miss them alot. oh! and before that, pris came to meet me for awhile! & as usual, we started snapping. lol. yeah, and i miss her alot too. jac and viv also.. ): okay, wait. someone has got to stop me from all that missing! lol. so we walked around for awhile. sihui and mathew left, followed by nixon and james. the rest left at about 7.30pm. oh! and i got my pay! saw auntie diana, tiffany and xueping!

- your vision will become clear only when you can look into your own heart. who looks outside, dreams; who looks inside, awakes. (:

2008-03-11T21:15:00.000-07:00

haha! toodles! guess what? i actually went down to help out at citylink's m)phosis yesterday! (: like how cool is that. i think one of their collegues went on MC. then my manger from tampines actually called over to disturb me. hahaha! that kuku head. she actually asked my collegues to pass the phone to me and the first thing she said was, 'i want to check stock with you.' like duh, auntie diana. obviously i can recognise your voice! lol. but i have to admit i was quite happy she actually called to check how everything was going on for me. haha! thanks alot! and just before i went to citylink, i was at tampines with brandon. i bought a top there and she gave me 40% off! lol. anyways, sunday was my mum's birthday! (: we celebrated at chijmes, this restaurant called lei garden restaurant. food was really good! and the treat was on my dad. haha! then my treat.. swensens ice cream cake! whoo! and my sisters and their boyfriends gave her a hamper. HUGE.

haha. so, i will probably be staying home the whole day today because firstly, i was supposed to meet jac to accompany her for the medical checkup but i woke up late (so sorry!), and secondly, was supposed to meet dennis and friends up but they have not confirmed anything with me yet. haha! so, yeah. i will most probably be staying home the whole day (: oh, unless i go out and get some food later. hahaha! man, sound like a pig again. what should i eat? coffee shop or kfc. mac?

- when one door closes, another opens; but when we often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door that we do not see the one which has opened for us. (:

2008-03-03T06:52:00.000-08:00

hahaha! so i am back to blogging again, not that the last time i blogged was ages ago though. hah. life has been great, too good i think i put on some weight. oh my goodness! i think need to go on a hunger strike. wait, i always say that but eating is irresistible! well, that is if you get to eat things you have been craving for. and i realise i sound like a.. pig cum food gourmet. ah, tsk tsk. sounds bad. hahaha! but, what the heck, i shall live life to the fullest. so i shall just go munch on the good food. wahahah. *sniggers* okay, so i have adapted to the 'non-working' life. & i have to admit it is pretty boring, though you get to have more time to catch up with your dearest family members, and of course your fellow friends. but like, shopping malls seems kind of boring now! well, i think we need a change. hahah. and i have no idea what change is it we need -.- okay, cut the crap. oh! and there is this terrorist hiding somewhere in singapore! like scram and get a life dude! ergh.. :/

hah! and i went to east point to meet clinton, dennis, garner and javier this afternoon. well, it was a last minute decision. we actually thought of cancelling the outing. hahah! all we did was buy pao pao cha and slack in kfc. some ate, some drank. & as for me, sat and laughed. lol! everything that came out of their mouth was bullshit but the bullshit happened to be quite funny. haha! then we left. clinton went home. we went to garner's house but i left after awhile. they went to the park (:

- to keep a lamp burning we have to keep putting oil in it. (:

2008-02-25T06:57:00.000-08:00

so i have officially stopped working at m)phosis. wait, not exactly.. because i will still have to help them out when the take mc or leave. hmmm, and one of those days would be tomorrow. hahaha! like so soon right? yesterday was my last day. had to do the setting up of our new launch and we did till freaking early this morning! like say, 2.30am? hahaha! so i got to cab home. will probably go claim all my cab fares tomorrow, and my salary! okay, quoted by auntie lily: 'so what will you be treating me?'. wah piang, i just got my pay, and she want to eat my money already. lol! man.. she is evil! lol. but i have to admit, working with them was a great pleasure! auntie diana, auntie lily, tifanny, meimei, pongpong, pauline and syara. oh! shaun and shirley too. will definitely miss them alot. hahaha. wait, just remembered. vivo's clothes are on the floor, parkway's clothes are on the hanger, and tampines's hangers are on the racks. right, jacqueline png jie ying? lol. secret.

anyways, went down to NYP alone and it took 1 hour and 20 minutes. *freaks out* lol. it will be three years of this you know! wait, did i mention? i got posted to NYP; business management! (: haha. met jac at bugis after that. whoo! i miss that babe! haha. bought my dark blue skinnies and did manicure together. then headed down to parkway. walked around and jullian came, and i left to meet my parents. ate chicken rice at the food court downstairs! yum. oh! and saw huan mui! (:

- one of the most powerful things you can pass on to your children is a sense of building a life based on a mission. (:

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! (:

2008-02-13T18:19:00.000-08:00

and so, my valentines day will be spent with jac later on at whitesands if there are no last minute changes. hahaha! and i feel damn fucking broke now. sorry about the crude words in this post. i am not really in the best of moods, probably because i am having my dumb period. lol. anyways, will be back at work at around 3pm till 12am. well, heard it may even drag till 2am. but what to do, we will be starting our sales period tomorrow! oh no. which means, by the time i cab home, i will only be left with the most 5 hours of sleep? and will still have to fight with the crowd for the next few days consecutive? ahh. this feels so screwed up. haha! but no worries, i will perk up and be at my best at work! haha. i think i probably love working in this line. its just, me.. (: no matter how tired or upset i am, i will still enjoy it. oh! and one more thing, i love my collegues. although i feel wrongly accused at times. hmmm, ok. let my scold the crude word for the last time. FUCK :x

haha! the top part was random. there just was this 'ergh!' feeling in me just now, but its all gone! since i have already blurted the f word out, which i shouldnt have. but whattheheck, i feel better! haha! yeah, met the girls and andrew at parkway. walked around and also snacked around. then went to marina square, raffles city and suntec city the day before with jac. and for the first time in my life, i ate yuki yaki. and am feeling like a pig now -.- lol! parents came to find me after that.

- don't carry a grudge. while you're carrying the grudge, the other guy's out dancing. (:

2008-02-06T10:42:00.000-08:00

ahhh! i cannot explain how pek cek i was just now. felt like my blood vessels were going to burst any time man. i was trying to load the kodak easyshare software so that i could compress all the photos but it just could not be downloaded >.< so i was like, argh! and i had to find another way to compress them. lol. and yes, i found another alternative. hahaha. how dumb of me. anyways, work really has been great. oh! other than me cursing and swearing in the store room because the customer just did not want to believe that there was no stock for her size. lol. that was the only time i felt so pissed with a customer and the only time i scolded vulgarities in front of my collegues. hahaha :x okay, forget about it. i was offered a job as a permanent part-timer at the parkway outlet by my operation manager. well, this offer is really tempting but my dad suggests that i see if i can cope with my poly life first. haha! and i miss dancing! i miss ju wu fang! ahhh.. )':

& so i went back to school with pris today and was really extremely impressed with the chinese dancers and my instructors. their performance was brilliant! and it made me want to go back to dancing. gosh, i was so touched by their dance till i almost teared. it really was beautiful, perfect. then went to bugis for lunch, then to parkway with my parents. went to my grandma's in the late evening for our reunion dinner and then squeezed our way through chinatown! haha. how cool ((:

- in matter of style, swim with the current; in matters of principle, stand like a rock. (:

2008-01-20T07:07:00.000-08:00

yeah, like finally the freaking computer has been saved by my cousin. ass, God knows why it has to die all the time. and thank you for taking the trouble to repair it, chong how kor kor! (: you are the best. i have been having sleepless nights thinking about getting a new laptop man! anyways, i am finally working at mphosis, tampines. work has been great! well, at least i have been enjoying the days even though i have to be a full-time parttimer. hahaha. and vivian just started working here too. hope she is enjoying it. (: i just realised how little time i get to spend with my family and am feeling kind of sad. oh well, perhaps i shall just keep all my sundays free. if i have off on those days that is. my dad will be going to hong kong tomorrow for the funeral. take care daddy! loves.. and jac, happy belated birthday to you! (: i am so glad i got to know you much better since sec 3. and, i hope your leg will recover real soon. no worries, we will always be here for you my dear! (:

oh! by the way, went to great world city (after a very long time) with my dajie and her boyfriend and i got myself a dress/top from dorothy perkins! believe or not, i paid it with my own money.. not my sister's, nor her boyf's. hahaha! from now onwards, i hope to pay for my own expediture. my mum says no to it, because she wants me to save my hard earned money for the future, but i shall see how it goes and decide. lol. if she really disapproves then i will just use my allowance >.<

* the only measure of what you believe is what you do. if you want to know what people believe, don't read what they write, don't ask them what they believe, just observe what they know.

2007-12-29T06:28:00.000-08:00

yeah babeh! so my sisters and i decided to tell each other our past love life and to my suprise, they actually could tell when i am in love and with who! hahaha. this is so interesting. nothing to hide! ((: had a family dinner at serangoon gardens country club. it has been so long ever since i saw this side of the family. my niece is so adorable! actually, things feel different. like.. my grandma is missing ):

- it seemed rather incongruous that in a society of super sophisticated communication, we often suffer from a shortage of listeners. (:

* jiu gong; ni yao zai tian tang shang guo de hen xing fu! he ni de laopo kai kai xing xing de. okay? (:

2007-12-26T05:05:00.000-08:00

okay. i have to admit i was quite upset.. with a friend.. but the rest, i shall not say! (: haha. because friends are supposed to help each other, right? so i shall not be upset. i shall be nice and help! haha. oh! by the way, guess what? i got a job at tampines, mphosis! (: oh how glad am i! was just about to start my job hunt and here came mphosis, right on the doorstep. it is like, heaven sent to make my life easy! haha. anyway, i am glad i got the job. my dad went to tampines to take a look at the shop. lol! happy belated christmas! (: though i did not enjoy this christmas very much, but hai ya.. never mind! next year would be better. went to pris's place yesterday. thanks for the gift (: i miss SAFG.

- whatever lies at the centre of a person's life becomes the primary source of security, guidance, wisdom, and power. (:

2007-12-23T07:14:00.000-08:00

i have to admit the melacca trip went well, except for the dumb bus rides. lol. even went for a swim and movie, golden compass! bought some stuffs. the hotel was good, stayed in an executive room (:

- learn to say no; it will be more use to you than to be able to read latin. (:

2007-12-17T08:33:00.000-08:00

haha! lets see, i went to tampines with my parents to catch the warlords. the ending was quite sad.. ok, then had a barbecue at huiying's house. man, i finally got to meet some of the mindchampers! (: anyways, china was interesting! i miss my relatives there. and i will be going to melacca tomorrow..

- what do we live for, if it is not to make life less difficult for each other? (:

2007-12-05T04:07:00.000-08:00

stayed at home the whole day :/ haha. anyways, went to tampines with brandon, garner and javier on monday. had pastamania for lunch and played arcade. oh! and i am now a VIP of pastamania.. (:

- when spider webs unite, they can tie up a lion. (:

2007-12-02T08:44:00.000-08:00

went to parkway for lunch with my parents and dajie at kang chai hk cafe! then walked around and my dad bought me a titus watch from city chain! thank you daddy (: haha. met jac for dinner at 85. i missed her dearly! pris and viv too! hope to meet them soon. oh! happy belated birthday sebas! (:

- as far as your self-control goes, as far goes your freedom. (:

2007-11-29T07:57:00.000-08:00

you know what? i think i should give myself a very very loud applause for being able to controll my emotions for the past three days including today! guess i will forget everything soon. and thanks to those who told me what was happening behind my back so that i will not regret my decision. loves* for now, i shall just lead my fairytale story in the real world! and i shall be the princess of my story. - i've been dreaming of a true love's kiss.. - yeah, shall try singing that! hopefully i will find my true love someday. lets see, i want a very very charming prince! everyday is just singing and dancing! (: haha! ok, stop. went to tampines with my parents for lunch! i had pasta, they had food court's food. then we went to watch enchanted! now you know where my inspirational fairytale like thingy came from. haha! but i really do want my happy ever afters. (: then we had dinner at 85 with my sisters! oh yes! i went to soka last saturday for an FD meeting. i miss all the catwalkers and my trainers! so happy to see them once again (: played some games. then went to han long's place for a barbercue..

- parents can only give good advice or put them on the right paths, but the final forming of a persons characters lies in their own hands. (:

2007-11-26T06:25:00.001-08:00

come sing with me! - it's funny when you find yourself, looking from the outside. i'm standing here but all i want, is to be over there. why did i let myself believe, miracles could happen? cause now i have to pretend, that i don't really care. - haha! actually, i really wonder if you have ever thought through this. maybe deep down inside you, who you really want, is not me, but someone else? have you? because if you have not, i think you should think through it. maybe i made the right choice.. (: anyways, garner came over to my place to watch the secret and it is already the fourth time i have watched it. sorry for the cold front i gave you, because i just am not in the right mood. God-knows why this always happens to me. it feels like dejavu. everytime it is gone, i start crying. funny right. lol! ok, stop. met jac yesterday to get her passport sized photo taken, then went to century square to meet hanlong, james, mathew and sihui. happy belated birthday sihui! (: haha. we girls took two rounds of neoprints, and the guys? they just stood there and waited for us. haha! junpeng came for awhile too. gosh, think i am becoming aneroxic! everytime i am about to eat, i feel like vomitting. :/

- if you judge people, you have no time to love them. (:

2007-11-23T04:40:00.000-08:00

they probably care for me a lot, but probably not the kind of care i am used to. well, guess i have to start getting used to it. they are my parents after all.. (: just, sometimes it hurts a lot to hear them say things like, ' wo bu zhi dao ni zhen me kao dao na me cha.' and then walk off, leaving me to feel helpless. but i realised that maybe it is just the generation gap. they may not know how to express themselves well. right? (: but i am glad that i do still have my sisters to talk me out of it. thanks <3 anyways, it was BDS class of 2007's graduation night and i am so glad that i can be there! guess all of us had alot of fun huh! be it dancing like crazy, or taking loads and loads of pictures. oh! and also the lucky draws and the games! haha. even the hugs at the end of almost everything. you know, it has been a great four years that i have spent in this school. everything went well! though at times, stupid things happen but even the stupid things make this stay in BDS memorable. i am starting to miss all of you. each and everyone, though i may not be close to you. maybe, i have never spoken a word to you, but you are part of us. so i will definitely remember each and every one of you. haha.. sounds as if i am going somewhere far far away huh! but this is how i really feel (: love you guys <3

- it is not what others do or even our own mistakes that hurt us the most; it is our response to those things. (:

2007-11-20T07:58:00.000-08:00

hello! (: seems like a very long time ever since i last blogged huh! anyways, it is my dajie's birthday today! had dinner together at SSC, ban heng teochew restaurant. the food was surprisingly good! (: haha. and i am not really a fan of teochew food, so a good means double the points! haha! ok, happy birthday dajie <3 thanks for taking the trouble to poke another hole in my belt on your special day! haha. well, i spent three days and two nights in melacca with my parents, dajie and her boyfriend. everyday was just shop and eat, shop and eat, but i enjoyed it. haha! bought quite some stuffs too..

- the important thing is this: to be able, at any moment, to sacrifice what we are for what we could become. (:

2007-11-04T19:57:00.000-08:00

gosh, i'm so bored. i'm so bored of studying social studies over and over again! i've been reading the same 3 topics over and over again. im sure at least one of them will come out though. lol. argh. shall just perservere for these two more papers! haha. jiayou (: really hope i can do well this time round. if i dont, then i really am not sure what i will do. think i'll go crazy. lol. scared! argh! just shoot me :/ anyways, it's vivian's birthday! happy birthday my dear girl! <3 this four years has been great! <3

- peace of mind comes when your life is in harmony with true principles and values, and in no other way. (:

2007-10-14T02:25:00.000-07:00

oh God, i need some inspiration for my art! come, give me some inspiration. lol. crap.. i'm supposed to be studying at ecp with those guys now but was kind of lazy to go all the way. well, will probably go down tomorrow regardless of whether they will be there. haha! what a good girl right? i know :p o levels are around the corner. this is starting to feel kind of freaky but, just do everything it takes! anyways, alot of people went down to ecp yesterday man! brandom, clarissa, ernest, garner, harry, hector, herbert, jingying, john, lichin, ronald and shijie. studied, played arcade and dinner at lagoon!

2007-10-01T04:06:00.000-07:00

well, i stayed in school for almost the whole day. lets see, maybe about 7 hours? lol. chinkwee, chloe and jac went too! like tell me who else will sacrifice there whole sunday to stay back in school man~ lol! oh! anyways, happy birthday clark! (: and happy belated birthday melissa and nixon! (: whooo!

2007-09-09T07:01:00.000-07:00

ahhh! zac efron is such a hottie! well, at least to me he is. lol. except one thing. i think he looks nicer with brown eyes rather than blue. lol! ok, im such an ass. anyways, stayed home the whole day and did my art! thats what i always do on sundays. gosh, how boring >.< haha. ok, lets not talk about it. lets talk about, yesterday! haha! des performance! rites of passage. it was great man! though many people said FABLES was better. nevermind. oh! talked to changjiang lao shi backstage! happy (: lol.

2007-09-06T10:03:00.000-07:00

yeah, jac and viv are at my place now. sleep over! haha. pris was with us just now but she had to go early because she had guests at her place. what a waste! haha. but nevermind, there will always be another day for sleepover. haha! so pris left, then me and viv went to the playground near by with ernest, garner, john, ronald and zao. played blind mice! lol. i was freaking scared please. somehow i just get very scared when the blind mice is nearby. like damn jing zhang. haha! oh! jac wasn't there because she had her primary 6 gathering. haha! anyways, before all these, the four of us girls, went to parkway! i got a pair of bronze slippers and also a blue & white striped bangle! oolala~ haha. i so can't wait for saturday's des performance. lao shi men hao (: ok, ive got lessons tomorrow. so, chao!

2007-09-02T21:34:00.000-07:00

well, i'm kind of pissed off. wait, that's not the right word to use. i'm just.. wo kuai yao zhi xi le la! :( hai ya. im just thinking when all this shit can stop and why has it been dragging for so many weeks. give me a break and get a life man. ergh. wo de xin hao tong ah! ok, words used here may be harsh because i'm kind of emo right now. lol! so don't mind me. whee~ guess i'll be staying at home today. will be finishing the last bit of my art later on. whoo! i feel so proud of myself. can you believe it? its the first time i actually have done everything so quickly and all by myself! whoo! lol. hehe, lets see, stayed home yesterday. went out on saturday and play pool! with brandon, ernest, evelyn, garner, jac, john, lichin, ronald and zao. had fun. though i only played 3 games. lol! left the place at 11. lol.. (:

2007-08-26T00:50:00.000-07:00

well, 7 more days to go and i'll be done with prelims. haha! whee. but i feel i kind of screwed up my english paper one and a maths paper two, which means two subjects down! oh God. ergh, just hope i will still do a thousand times better than last time. haha. jia you! (: hehe~ ok, lets see. went to my grandma's place for lunch. was supposed to flipping through math formulas but got stuck to the tv. gosh, what a loser right? like so no self discipline. lol. then my dad had to stay beside me to nag. er, but still, that didn't really work :x haha! went home, did some maths and then art. whee. oh! guess what? i like had major cramps yesterday and was close to dying can. damn irritating. ergh! talking about yesterday. campus superstar was a real piss ass but what can i say, at least we all know who the real superstar is in our hearts. hehe. way to go benjamin! (: you'll make it big in future! yes ah!

- everyone wants to live on top of the mountain, but all the happiness and growth occurs from climbing it. (:

2007-08-09T10:12:00.000-07:00

happy national day Singapore! (: great, finally got to see the fireworks. though it was only on tv >.< lol. what the hack, i still got to see it. my dad went there and got a goodie bag home! i love goodies! haha. ok, i know i sound like a small kid. anyways, went to hendra's birthday party yesterday. i so totally enjoyed myself man! haha. missed my primary schoolmates alot. glad to see them. went to play arcade and pool together. drank at the bungalow. whoo! hell lot of fun. oh! and jac went too! (:

- if you can imagine it, you can achieve it. if you can dream it, you can become it. (: