results . hais ..

today's entry is plainly about results . total -> 626/1000 . percentage -> 62.6 . class position -> 28/40 . level position -> 106/197 . promotion status -> promoted to s2 express . i knew i was going to score about 60 for overall . nothing suprising to me . but first of all . i've disappointed myself because of only putting in 25% of effort in studies . the rest are wasted due to friendship problems . the freedom that i want and the pressure that people give me . i've really regretted all this . the only thing i can do is to put in more effort in my studies and not wasting them on some crap . secondly . i'm surely going to disappoint my family . they always encourage me to study . but all i think is that they're giving me too much stress . now i realise that it's for the better so as not to ruin my future . lastly . it's perfect 5 that i can't bear to let go . i hope that we will still be together . hais . God . please help me . 2b ='( hais