should i or should i not =(

went to school today . had this [ pre trip before perth trip ] field trip to attend . had this tree top walk and i almost died because i needed the toilet so badly but it was nowhere to be seen . damn it =( i hate that feeling . then went to this visitors centre . ARGH . please tell me whether i should go to perth or not . i feel so stressed now . somebody please shoot me down =( HAIS . whatever . my father came to pick me up . headed towards bedok for lunch at burger king ! although i did not have any appetite to eat . HAIS . went home . used the computer . today was such a dumb day . i was practically worried for the whole day . what the hell =( picked my mum up and had dinner at parkway . hans . appetiteless again . ARGH . my mum will be going on a business trip . HAIS .. ='( will miss her alot ='(