It was during a Chinese New Year celebration that she appeared sitting on the floor alone smiling happily. Out of joy, I stopped what I was doing and ran to her to find that it was just an illusion in my mind or she really was there with us then just to see our happy faces. I cried out so loud, that loud that when I woke up, tears were really flowing down to my cheek. Everything felt so real, so real that I realised how much I miss my grandma even till now. More than a year has passed.. )): I am happy I got to see her in my dreams again and I hope she is doing fine up there somewhere in heaven. She should be, because my grandfather is up there too. And they will be living happily ever after I suppose, & they will be there to watch over and look after us. Shall stop emoing now. Having my lunch cum dinner now, subway wrap that my dajie bought for me just yesterday. Will be having dance practice in school later. Shit ah! Crying again because I just told my dad about it.

Argh, anyway! I met up with Brandon and Zao for dinner at parkway, pastamania yesterday and ate the baked rice. It has been quite some time ever since I last ate rice from pastamania. Before that, we walked around, and I stepped into M)phosis. And again, with the irristable temptation, I bought some bangles. Then after dinner, we walked over to breakers and played a few rounds of the long-time-no-play pool. Zao had to leave because of exams today so we all left together too (: Then tomorrow, I would probably be going down to the gym for some workout. Other than that.. no plans for tomorrow already. See whether my sister wants me to go down to Far East with her at night after her work to get fake eyelashes for her wedding. She said my dress will look indiany so fake eyelashes and thick eyeliner will be nice. Then again, I already have fake think eyelashes. & I am wondering if I should highlight my hair red, ivory, blue or leave it as it is. So troublesome!