haha. so now, everything is still going wrong. oh wells, but i still believe that whatever happens, if that someone is meant to be yours, he or she will still be yours (: as in, think you should get what i mean. as in, no matter what kind of shit happens in between, at the end of the day, that person will still be by your side. so, to my beloveds, take this as a part of life, something that you should learn from. be it good or bad, you will go strong from it. okay? most importantly, learn to let go (: hai, so much for all the encouragement. i myself am feeling quite shitty because of my maid. well, she has been climbing in and out of the house after many times of warning. hence, my family and the maid agency is planning to send her back without telling her afew days beforehand. although she has not been a good helper, but after staying in my house for more than a year, i cannot bear to see her leave. i mean, how cruel can we be ): still, it is for the safety of my family comes first ):

anyways, went to plaza singapura for lunch with hanlong. i, being a suaku, ordered a meal which felt like it was meant to be for two persons -.- lol. jac came to meet us and we walked to from ps to centrepoint, then from cp to heeren. haha! then took a bus down to breakers to meet jonathan for pool. bought barcardi from 7 eleven before that. shiok ah! (: hanlong left not long after and we had our dinner at astons. price was really reasonable but could not finish my bolognese sauce. -.-

- real generosity toward the future consists in giving all to what is present. (: